My first fanfic, please be kind :) Reviews would be welcomed!
Discalimer: I do not own any of the characters, JK Rowling does.

The first chapter, I wasn't expecting it to be so angsty but I hope you like it anyway!


Seamus sighed and rolled over onto his side. He had been having trouble sleeping for the past few months and that was because he one thing on his mind. And that one thing was his best friend Dean Thomas. The tall, lean, dark and handome Dean. A few months ago Seamus started to realise that slowly but surely his was falling in love with his best mate and he had no idea how to deal with it. He had never thought as himself as before but when he started to think about it he had never really been that interested in girls. Sure he had gone to the Yule Ball with Lavender but it just as friends but they had both been clear that nothing was going to happen. Whenever Seamus thought of his perfect partner the only image that came into his head was Dean, not a girl, not any other man. Just Dean. When Seamus closed his eyes at he thought of the boy in the bed next to him and it drove him insane because he knew that nothing could ever happen between them because Dean had a girlfriend. That annoying little Weasley girl. Dean was crazy about her, he followed all of her crazy demands and laughed at all of her silly little jokes. The way she bossed Dean around made Seamus feel sick, if he was going out with Dean he would treat him better. Seamus groaned and rolled onto his front. He had to stop thinking like this or he was going to go insane.

"Shay! Shay, wake up it's time for breakfast." Dean was shaking Seamus gently. As Seamus rolled over his eyes met with Dean's. Dean took a sharp intake of breath and dropped his eyes. He tryed to ignore the feeling that had suddenly came over him. "You better get ready quickly Shay otherwise you are going to be late." Dean muttered then turned around.

"Dean are you okay? You look like death." Seamus sounded so concerned it made Dean's heart hurt. "Umm, me and Ginny had another fight last night." Seamus made an angry noise which made Dean turn around in shock. "What's up with you?"

"Nuthin' I'm just not surprised that's all!" Seamus said with a smirk on his face.

"What the bloody hell is that supposed to mean?" Dean wasn't sure why Seamus's comment was making him so angry.

"I'm just sayin' that it doesn't surprise that that you and little Weasley girl have been having fights again that's all!" Seamus's accent was making it difficult for Dean to concentrate and Dean's thoughts were all over the place.

"She has a name Shay!" Dean was shaking with anger as he shouted at his best friend.

"Sorry, what has Ginny done this time?" Seamus was shouting as well now.

"Nothing, it was me who started the fight not her! She isn't as awful as you think she is Shay!" All the anger at Seamus seemed to be coming out of the pit of Dean's stomach and Dean couldn't remember the last time he had been this angry. During his fights with Ginny Dean normally just sat there whilst she flew of the handle.

"You started the fight?" The shock in Seamus's words hung in the air. "Why?"

The anger in Dean suddenly turned to fear, Seamus could never know the reason why Dean had picked a fight with Ginny. He could never know the truth. "It's, urr, not important, I have to go. I, um don't want to be late for Charms." Dean backed out the room leaving a bemused Seamus to wonder what the hell had gotten into Dean.