Hey everyone im worldly girl this is my first story ever! i know im all over the place but i will hopefully get better in time...this story does have language so i guess it shall be rated M for that and possibly more later on:). i would like to remind you that this is a diary so there will not be anyone speaking in this except bella and it will be in her pov.

i give SM all rights these are her peeps im just changing the story up a little

thank everyone enjoy the little bit i have if you R&R and give me tips ill love ya forever thanks and go easy on me plzz

You know some days you think your life is great but then realize its just ok well that's what is happening to me. My name is Bella Swan and this is my diary…

Well this is my first day here in Forks and let me tell you its boring as hell! You would think coming here every summer to visit Charlie wouldn't be so bad but that's just it it was just for the summer I am now living here. Yeah I know living in this mossy nightmare and there is nothing I can do about it. My stupid crazy mother kicked me out and accused me of kissing her new husband Phil, when in all actuality he came on to me and tried to rape me. I'm in my senior year in high school and still a virgin and pretty darn proud of it. I have had my share of boy friends in Phoenix but I never loved them I just messed around with them and had fun perfectly innocent. I'm hoping to find love here but I doubt that will ever happen in a small hick town of Forks. I minds well tell you my new style I'm going for this year since granny Swan owns all these awesome boutiques in France, I've asked her to create a chic new look for me. I'm so rocking this year with my mahogany/brown long hair and my natural waves and my big doe brown eyes my granny says ill be irresistible with her clothes, finally now that I'm grown up well sorta haha….6 am is coming around quick and its already 11 pm. I already have my black skinny jeans, white v neck t-shirt that will accentuate my amazing breasts and white stilettos all ready for me when I awake. Oh did I tell you that jerk Phil bribed me with a 2011 black Ashton Martin Vanquish it's a fuck awesome car and I love speeding so I accepted my gift and left with my held high well good night Diary I shall see you tomorrow after my first day of senior year and therapy!