So I walked through to the haze
And a million dirty waves
I sacrificed everything for you. I dealt with shitty blackwell students and the repeated threat of a gun.
Now I see you lying there
Like a lilo losing air, air
I saw you on that goddamn bathroom floor for what seems like the thousandth time, slowyly bleeding out. My best friend, shot by the most shitty perosn in Blackhell. Its so hard, to watch that. You have no idea.
Black rocks and shoreline sand
Still dead summer I cannot bear
And I wipe the sand from my arms
I stare at the sunset, the place we stood in a universe that doesn't even exist anymore. Where we had the best and worst week of my life. Reuniting with you was the greatest. I can't bear to think about you too much, it hurts so bad. But I think, I start very slowly, to heal.
.The Spanish Sahara
The place that you'd wanna
Leave the horror here
We should have just ran away Chloe. I wish we did. Wish we had more time. There was to much grief in Arcadia. I knew you couldnt stay anymore, and frankly, neither could I.
Now the waves they drag you down
Carry you to broken ground
Though I'll find you in the sand
Wipe you clean with dirty hands
We met each other at one of the lowest points in our lives, you lost Rachel, me, your dad, you were expelled, you dealt with David. I had to endure Blackhell, and Victoria. The we found each other, again. It was surreal. You were so different. But then, you started to mend. I saw more energy, less grief. We were healing each other.
So god damn this boiling space
The Spanish Sahara
The place that you'd wanna
Leave the horror here
I wished we had just flipped off Arcadia and left, the two of us together. I have so many regrets Chloe. I'm so, so sorry we didn't talk. That I didn't. We had something so strong, and I just let it go. I was so scared you didn't want to talk to me. Chloe, I wish so much that we had more time together. You were my everything. And you died thinking I had left you. Chloe, I love you. So much. And I miss you. And no matter where you go, no matter what reality you end up in, I will always be with you. We will always be Max and Chloe, forever.
~Fin~