I'm getting back into FanFic writing! YAY! :D warning; I cried writing this, but maybe I'm just over-sensitive :L And there's a BIG SECRET in here, which s supposed to be slightly subtle, but also painfully obvious at the same time ;) Review please? I love reviews, even if they're just from flamers. because it means one more person has read my story :') Yes, easily pleased :L Can you guess what the BIG SECRET is? ENJOY!

You are now Data Analyst Amy Chen

You sit on the window-ledge of your apartment, gently pressing your forehead against the cool glass. You can feel hot tears streaming down your face, and dab at your cheeks with your sleeve. Your mind flashes back to a few weeks ago, when one of your old Maskmaker nightmares came back.

Ken held you in his arms until you stopped crying, and he softly wiped away all your tears. You remember sat talking for hours because you couldn't face going back to sleep, and Ken stayed even though you'd woke him up in the middle of the night.

You try and picture his strong arms around you, stroking your hair and kissing your forehead, but there's nothing. You glance longingly at the bottle of wine on the table. It's been your comfort for the past few weeks, a way to drown out the pain.

But you can't do that now. Not anymore. Not after what you found out today. Reluctantly, you turn your head back to your apartment window, and once again lean your forehead against the cool glass. You let your palm rest there too, gently tracing the contours of the glass panels.

You've been doing this a lot lately, sat pressed against the window. Talking to the moon. Talking to him. You always tell him stupid stuff, like the latest video game Kai's downloaded on his computer, or what Natara and Blaise have been arguing about lately. And you always tell him about Mal. You tell him every single detail of what happened with him that day, even what he had for his lunch.

But it's mainly just to let him know how much you miss him. To tell him how much you want just one more minute with him, to tell him that you love him. To let him know you're okay, just not as okay as people think you are.

You want to tell him something else this particular night, but you're not sure how. Does he already know, wherever he is? Or will it just make him feel useless knowing he can have no part in it?

But is he even there?

Is he listening, or are you just sat,

Talking to the moon?

Yep, still crying :'( I LOVE YOU KEN GREENE! It had to be said ;) So people, this is important! Do you want me to carry this on with a sequel? Not another one-shot, like an actual multiple chapter story? Would you like that? Check out my Bio, the plans are there ;) And PLEASE PM/Review me ideas? Do you like fluff? Dark themes? Do you want to see anyone in particular dead? ;) *cough* Shawn, Oscar, Blaise, etc. *cough* Do you want Maltara? And most importantly, do you like me writing Maltara? Or do you prefer me focusing on other Character? i.e. Shawn, Ken, Amy, Kai? :D I have no imagination, so it's hard for me to come up with ideas :L

-M