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Sleepwalker
Chapter 1: The Tour Begins
Summer of 2011, had brought Adam more success. He just released his second album and planning his second world-wide tour. He also had met a guy back in January, and been with him ever since. His name was Sauli, and Adam was falling hard for him. The guy was charming and caring. He was so sweet with Adam. And not to mention the guy was pretty. Adam spent most of his time with Sauli. Paparazzi even snapped numerous pictures of them holding hands and kissing, the fans were going crazy over Adam's new relationship. He never actually officially came out that he was involved with Sauli, but it was pretty well clear that they were together. Adam couldn't be happier with his life at the moment.
It was early morning and Adam had the crew meet him to discuss the set of the tour and what songs they would play. Everyone in the band was used to Adam bringing Sauli along with him; they were used to seeing them together now. Monte was happy that Adam found someone that he could try and have a stable relationship with. But not everyone approved of Sauli. Tommy Joe Ratliff did not approve of this. He felt like Sauli was tearing Adam away from the band; of course, Tommy never told anyone this. He kept his opinions to himself.
"I was discussing tour options with Sauli, here." Adam smiled. "This is a new album and I want to go in a completely different direction."
"He wants it to be sexier, dirty." Sauli smirked, licking his lips at Adam.
Tommy rolled his eyes, at that statement. He thought Glam Nation was pretty fucking sexual.
"What Sauli is trying to say is it's going to have a darker theme than Glam Nation; more rock and roll and sex involved." Adam explained. "Everyone will be wearing leather outfits."
"He's even thought about putting each of the dancers in cages during the intro, something like that." Sauli smiled.
Tommy liked the idea of more leather and sex, because that meant that Adam would be touching and rubbing up on him more. Since Adam had a boyfriend, the stage show was the only way Tommy could actually get away with touching Adam. The man was like sex on legs, and just the small touches on stage turned Tommy on. During Glam Nation, Tommy had become addicted to those kisses. The feeling of Adam's lips on his always sent chills down his spine and made his hair stand on end. It was just so fucking sexual.
"The tour starts in a month and we have a lot to do. The wardrobe is in process. I am still trying to find the cages, but I think Brad or Cassidy might be able to help with those." Adam laughed. "Now I printed out an itinerary of the set list, which is subject to change. I felt it was appropriate to put a few songs from the first album on there."
Tommy's eyes lit up when he saw "Fever", and "Whole Lotta Love". Those songs always lead to Adam kissing or some sort of stage sex.
Tommy was so excited to be back together with the band and the crew. This tour was going to be so much different than Glam Nation. He just enjoyed being on the road with Adam and the crew so much; these people had practically became his family. Tommy was happiest when he was on the road, even though, he did get kind of lonely at time. It was during the Glam Nation tour when Tommy realized he had an attraction to Adam. He never said anything, but was always throwing hints at Adam and flirting with him. But now that Adam was with Sauli, he couldn't do it as much off stage, but on stage, he was definitely going to turn up the heat.
"We have a lot to do before our first show in Los Angeles, which is in a month. But I have a vision to give our fans something a little darker than Glam Nation. More leather, more sex, more rock n roll." Adam smiled.
"Adam, what about our younger fans? You have to take into consideration that some of your fans are a bit young." Monte stated.
"Look Monte, I love all my fans. Without them I wouldn't be as successful as I am. But, on the other hand, I know my fans. Most of them are sexually perverse. And they are going to get a sex filled show." Adam smirked.
Oh shit. Tommy thought. That means lots of grabbing, hair pulling, and hopefully kissing. He was definitely looking forward to this tour. He just needed to keep focused while performing and not lose himself in Adam's touches or kisses.
"Adam this sounds amazing. I can't fucking wait. We are going to fucking rock!" Tommy exclaimed.
"Hell yes we are Tommy!" Adam hugged him.
Four weeks passed rather quickly, and Tommy found himself driving to the studio to meet the rest of the members. He walked in with his suitcase and found the rest of the band in the lobby. Monte greeted him with a tight hug. Isaac practically tackled him to the floor while Cam kissed him.
"Did Adam inform you about the bus situations?" Monte asked Tommy. "Sasha, Terrance, Taylor, Brooke and Sutan are riding on the second bus. "Adam has his own private room on the first bus; the one that will be on."
Tommy smirked. This was going to be so easy. He was determined to get with Adam during this tour. He was not attempting to tear him apart from Sauli, but he wanted Adam to know that he had feelings for him. The last thing Tommy wanted to do was cause Adam relationship problems, but he couldn't go on hiding anymore. Besides Adam being away from Sauli would give him time to think about his relationship and what he really wanted out of it.
Adam came out of the dressing room, wearing jeans and a t-shirt with a beanie.
"This is it guys! Our second world-tour is just a day away! I can't believe this is happening. And I have a wonderful announcement to make." Adam smiled bright and wide. "During this five month tour across the world, my boyfriend, Sauli will accompany us."
The reaction was not exactly what Adam was hoping for. Monte smiled. Isaac had a surprised wide-eye expression. Cam forced a smile, and Tommy showed no emotion what-so-ever. Inside it felt like his heart broke just a bit. So he put on his mask and expressed nothing.
"Don't worry guys, he's staying with me." Adam smirked.
"You better keep your fucking noises down to a minimum!" Isaac laughed.
Tommy was glad he said it. That was the last thing he wanted to hear; Adam having sex with another man. He would definitely make sure to charge his IPhone late at night, to drown out the sex sounds. This put a damper on his plans. How in the hell would he be able to tolerate five months on tour with Sauli? Lots of beer and his IPhone, that's how. Quietly Tommy carried his suitcase and boarded the bus, right behind Isaac. He already had Manson blasting in his ears. Tommy picked the top bunk furthest from Adam's bunk. The last thing he wanted to hear or see was him and Sauli going at it.
"Dude who pissed in your cheerios?" Isaac asked, tossing his stuff down.
"Nothing, it's just this tour isn't going to be a fucking party!" He exclaimed.
"I know what you mean, dude. I'm totally supportive of his relationship but I didn't think Adam liked to involve work with pleasure." Isaac said.
"Bad idea." Tommy mumbled. "Besides this guy is a genuine douche."
"Touché." Isaac laughed.
"For us to be going on a second world-tour, you guys seem like the world's going to end. What's up?" Cam asked.
"We just don't think it was a good idea for Adam to bring Sauli along. He always wanted to keep his work life separate from his private one." Isaac answered.
"Well, have you ever thought that Adam is pretty serious about this guy? Bringing him along, I think, is sort of a test of this relationship; to see if Sauli can tolerate this chaotic tour. The tour, the music the fans, are Adam's life++, but he also needs love. He needs someone to love him for who he is and not what he does." She said.
"Damn chicks; always know what the hell to say." Isaac responded.
Tommy was silent. He just nodded at Cam as he crawled onto the top bunk and stuck his IPhone in his ears. He didn't want to deal with this, not right now. Los Angeles was only a few hours away, and they were staying in a hotel and performing early in the morning. Tommy couldn't wait to get a room to himself. Tommy saw Adam pulling Sauli back to his private room and he closed his eyes and rolled over. This was going to be a difficult five months. Tommy was off in his own world, listening to his music when his curtain flew open. It was Isaac. Isaac had become one of Tommy's closest friends on the tour.
"Everyone's on the couch drinking and shit. Wanna join?"
"No." he mumbled.
"Ratliff! Get your scrawny ass out of that bunk." Isaac pulled Tommy down.
Tommy reluctantly joined everyone in the main room. Grabbing a beer he sat down on the floor, next to Isaac. Adam and Sauli were sitting so close that their thighs were rubbing and their hands were clasped. Tommy had to suppress the urge to gag.
"Oh come on guys; let's have a bit of fun. How about a game of truth or dare?" Cam suggested.
Everyone nodded.
"Sauli, truth or dare?" She asked.
"Dare."
"I dare you to kiss Adam like you really mean it." Cam smirked.
Tommy buried his head against Isaac's shoulders to keep from watching Adam shove his tongue down Sauli's throat. The kiss was intense as Sauli wrapped his hand around Adam's neck and their lips met. Adam pulled Sauli closer as he slipped his tongue inside mouth. Sauli gripped Adam's hair, kissing him vigorously. Adam's hand slid toward Sauli's thighs. That's when Tommy decided he had had enough and he "coughed" loudly. Everyone glared at him, including Adam. He shrugged his shoulders and murmured, "Sorry."
Sauli turned and looked at Tommy, smirking. His eyes were glaring directly at Tommy. Tommy sneered at him, encouraging Sauli even more.
"Truth or dare, Tony?"
"It's Tommy." He said dryly.
"Sorry, Tommy." He said, voice dripping with sarcasm. "Truth or dare."
"Dare." Tommy said boldly.
"I dare you to kiss Isaac. Make sure you slip in some tongue." He winked.
Adam was watching Tommy closely; he could feel Adam's eyes right on him. He smirked and violently grabbed the back of Isaac's neck and crashed their mouths together. The sensation of another man's lips on him was strange but yet delicious. He shoved his tongue into Isaac's mouth, rubbing it against his. Isaac grabbed Tommy's hair, making him moan. Isaac's lips covered Tommy's with his hand pressing against his chest. Tommy could feel his cock start to harden against his jeans. He closed his eyes and leaned into Isaac, allowing the sensations to take over his body. Dragging Tommy's bottom lip threw his teeth, Isaac slowly pulled away. He turned and smirked at the crowd. Tommy was running his tongue over his lips. He looked over at Isaac and smirked.
"So you're not straight?" Sauli asked.
"No. I'm not. Never really considered myself straight, curious is more like it." Tommy smirked.
"Tommy, how come you never told me this?" Adam asked.
"Adam, I think you of all people should have known that I don't consider myself straight." Tommy replied.
Adam just smiled and nodded, draping his arm around Sauli. Cam just shot Tommy a curious look. Monte shook his head and drank more of his beer.
"Adam, truth or dare?" Tommy asked.
"Um…truth", he answered. "I really don't wanna kiss anyone else."
Tommy's face went sour at that comment.
"Do you love, him, Adam?"
Everyone gasped, and looked at him. Tommy downed his beer, staring at Adam, waiting his response. Monte shot Tommy a warning look. Cam's hand covered her mouth. Isaac was just nodded with Tommy.
"Tommy, why would you put me on the spot like this?" Adam asked, a bit of hurt in his voice.
Sauli was glancing back and forth between Adam and Tommy.
"It's just a question." He said nonchalantly.
"Not to me, Tommy. Love is a sacred emotion to me. You know that."
"It is. That's why I asked."
"I have been with Sauli since January, and my feelings for him get stronger each day. We grow closer, and we trust each other so much. I can tell him anything. He's like my best friend. I have spent so much time with him that I really couldn't picture being without him for five months, that's why I asked him to join me on tour. I don't like being away from him. I have opened my heart to him, and I like the person he is and he likes me for who I am and not what I do, and I appreciate that so very much." Adam explained, holding Sauli's hand tightly in his hand. "To answer your question, yes I do love him, Tommy."
Adam then turned and kissed Sauli on the mouth. Nothing intense, but something deeper on an emotional level; it was gentle. Sauli wiped a tear from his eyes, wrapping his arms around Adam.
"Oh honey, I love you too. It feels so good to hear those words come from your mouth." Sauli squealed, hugging Adam tighter.
Tommy took a large swig of his third or fourth beer and walked away. Everyone stared at him. Isaac shrugged his shoulders and followed after him.
"I'll talk to him." He mumbled.
"He's acting strange, Isaac." Adam stated.
"He'll be fine. I'll figure out what's going on." Isaac reassured him with a pat on the back.
Isaac found Tommy sitting in his top bunk, messing with his phone.
"Hey, man." Isaac said quietly.
"Yeah..." Tommy replied.
"Do you want to explain what happened back there?" Isaac asked, sitting next to Tommy.
"I really don't like that douchebag." Tommy sniped.
"Well, that's obvious." Isaac laughed. "You know dude, you can tell me anything. It will stay between us."
"I know." Tommy breathed, looking at Isaac.
Isaac took a deep breath, and placed his hand over Tommy's. "I wanna ask you something and please be honest."
Tommy felt a lump form in his throat as if preventing him from swallowing. He stared at Isaac's hand on his. He didn't pull away. He just slowly nodded his head.
"Do you have feelings for Adam?" He asked seriously.
Tommy's palms began to sweat; his heart was pounding rapidly. He couldn't make eye contact with Isaac. Slowly Tommy released a deep breath and looked up at Isaac. His brown eyes saying everything his mouth couldn't.
"Glam Nation…there was…a connection." He stammered. "The touches, the kisses made me want more. Every new show I was anxious for what to expect with Adam. Before I knew it, I was hooked. I kept telling myself that this was for the fans, for the show. But soon it became more for me than them." Tommy confessed.
"And seeing him with that smug bastard kills you." Isaac finished.
"Basically, yeah." Tommy said, trying not to get too emotional around Isaac. "I don't know how I am going to get thru this tour, Isaac."
Isaac opened his arms to hug Tommy. His head rested on his chest.
"Dude, this is just between us." Isaac said. "And I hate this sentimental shit, but I'm here for you if you ever need anything. I don't give a damn what it is. I'm here for you. And you won't have to put up with Sauli's shit alone."
"Thanks man. I could really use a friend during this." Tommy smiled.
He could feel his body slowly responding to Isaac's touches, and his lips curved into a smirk. Tommy leaned in and pressed his lips against Isaac's. Immediately, Isaac responded to the kiss, slipping his tongue inside his mouth, tugging on his hair as he pulled him close. Their tongues frantically rubbed together, the kiss becoming more intense and desperate. Tommy could feel his cock hardening against his pants, spreading his legs wider. He rubbed his crotch against Isaac's thighs. Isaac moaned. His fingers carefully undoing each button on Tommy's shirt, moaning as he pressed his leg against Tommy's thigh.
"Fuck, Ratliff." Isaac moaned. "Someone's bound to catch us."
"So fucking what?" Tommy growled back, pulling Isaac on top of him and shutting their curtain.
The bunk was small and cramped, but they were both small so it was an advantage. Isaac grabbed Tommy's blonde fringe, exposing his neck and licked it. Tommy let out a moan; spreading his legs wide. Tommy peeled Isaac's t-shirt from his body and threw it in the corner as he slipped out of his black button up.
"Goddamn boy, you are gorgeous. You know how long I been waiting to get my hands on this fine piece of ass." Isaac smirked, running his hands down Tommy's pale chest.
Pulling on both of his nipples simultaneously, Tommy elicited a loud moan as he arched his back. His hands grasped onto Isaac's shoulders. Isaac's hand quickly fondled with Tommy's pants, sliding them to his ankles, where he then kicked them off. Isaac placed his hand on Tommy's hard cock, and licked his lips. Slipping his fingers under the waistband of Tommy's underwear, he slid them off as well. Tommy moaned as the breeze of air swept against his cock. Leaning down, Isaac flicked his tongue across his nipples as he bent Tommy's leg, spreading them wide.
"Oh god", Tommy breathed.
"Fuck yes." Isaac panted.
His index finger rolled around the head of Tommy's hard cock, and then slid back down to the base. Isaac's finger slipped even lower, running around his tight ass. Tommy gasped.
"Goddamn Ratliff, you are fucking gorgeous." Isaac muttered, his tongue licking a strip from his lips to his nipples.
"Fuck me, Isaac." Tommy demanded breathlessly.
"With pleasure", he responded, tugging Tommy's lips between his teeth.
Isaac's index finger pressed gently against Tommy's tight hole. He gasped as he felt it slip inside past the tight ring of muscles. Reaching up, Tommy grasped Isaac's shoulders firmly, pulling him down so their lips could meet. The kiss was messy but intense. He pushed his finger deeper inside of Tommy, moving it in and out. Tommy bit down on his bottom lip to keep from moaning so loud. Isaac carefully inserted another finger inside of Tommy's ass. He could feel him stretching around his fingers, as he moved them in and out.
"Oh god…" he panted.
"Goddam, you're so fucking tight, Ratliff!" Isaac moaned, nipping at his earlobe; his tongue flicking the cool metal back and forth.
"Oh shit." Tommy breathed as he arched his back, pushing back against Isaac's fingers.
His cock was rock hard against his stomach. Reaching down he grasped it tightly in his fist, slowly sliding it up and down. Isaac's eyes became glued to the sight of Tommy touching himself. It had to be one of the hottest things he had ever seen; in fact, he was sure of it. His body rocked against Isaac, as his fingers pumped in and out of his ass.
"Goddamn it, Isaac! I'm fucking ready!" Tommy snapped. "Fuck me!"
"Damn, someone's an impatient bottom." He chuckled, as he slowly pulled his fingers from Tommy's ass.
"Shut the hell up and fuck me!"
Isaac's eyes glistened as he positioned his hard cock, directly at Tommy's hole. Taking his fingers that were once inside Tommy, he rubbed them on his mouth. Tommy's tongue darted out, licking them; sliding his tongue down the length of Isaac's fingers. Feeling Tommy's tongue licking his fingers, Isaac's eyes rolled into the back of his skull. The head of his hard cock was pressing firmly against Tommy's ass, slightly pushing forward. Tommy clamped his mouth shut, because he was sure he was about to scream. Slowly Isaac pushed the tip of his cock inside Tommy. Tommy let out a loud gasp, feeling himself stretch around Isaac's cock.
"They are bound to hear us," Isaac whispered, running his tongue along Tommy's ear.
"I don't give a fuck." Tommy smirked. "So fuck me Isaac!"
Grabbing Tommy's small waist, Isaac pulled him closer; his legs draping over Isaac's hips. His hard cock was rubbing against his stomach as pleasure rushed through his body. Tommy felt his body responding around Isaac's cock, opening up as it slid inside. Dropping his head, Isaac's mouth covered Tommy's to keep him from screaming out too loud. Their tongues collided in a frantic battle as Isaac gently pulled his cock out and then pushed it back in. The sensation was incredible, as Tommy felt his whole body tremble with ecstasy. His hands were clawing at Isaac's shoulder, fingers digging deep into the skin leaving pink tracks. Letting out a deep growl, Tommy thrust himself completely against Isaac's cock; allowing it to fill him completely. He threw his head back, grinding into Isaac.
"Holy fucking shit!" Isaac gasped.
His cock was buried deep inside Tommy's ass, with his legs draped around his waist. Tommy's nails breaking the skin on his shoulders as he clung to them. Those long blond bangs were splayed across the pillow as he arched his back, exposing his neck region, mouth gaped open panting and breathing heavily. This was definitely the hottest thing Isaac had ever seen. No one looked more gorgeous like this, then Tommy Joe Ratliff.
Leaning down, Isaac liked a strip from Tommy's collar bone to his ear lobe as he thrust his cock inside Tommy. Tommy moaned, tossing his head from side to side. His own hips meeting each of Isaac's thrusts, as he wrapped his fist around his hard cock. Stroking it slowly, Tommy managed to meet Isaac's thrusts, which had become more desperate and harder. Tommy felt like his body was on fire with each violent thrust Isaac gave him. Isaac's hips snapped forward, slamming his cock inside of Tommy. Lolling his head from side to side, Tommy moaned quietly. With his hand on his hard cock, he stroked faster, sliding up and down matching each of Isaac's thrusts.
"Come on, Tommy Joe." Isaac panted in his ear.
Incoherent sounds rattled from Tommy's mouth, rocking his body against Isaac's cock. His body was shaking as his eyes rolled back into his skull.
The tight muscles in his ass were constricting against Isaac's cock, as he pummeled deep inside, relentlessly. Isaac wasn't going to last much longer. He could already feel his muscles tightening as the pleasure rushed straight to his cock. Licking his lips, Isaac smashed his mouth against Tommy's, forcing his tongue inside. Tommy arched into the kiss, jacking his cock. A second later, Isaac's body grew rigid. Tommy sucked on Isaac's tongue, preventing him from crying out as he felt him release inside of him. Isaac exploded deep inside Tommy's ass. The sensation of Isaac's orgasm, ripped through Tommy. His nails gripped Isaac's shoulders tightly, as he covered his hand and lower stomach with hot sticky cum. Taking a deep breath, tommy fell back on the bunk and closed his eyes. Isaac remained kneeling, with his hands on his thighs.
"Holy fuck…" he breathed.
"mmm", Tommy mumbled, bring on of his cum slicked fingers up to his mouth, rubbing it around his lips.
Isaac watched, and then kissed him. His tongue swiping up the droplet of cum on his lower lip; the kiss was slow and soft.
"Where did Tommy and Isaac go?" Monte asked.
"I don't know." Adam answered, probably sleeping. "Why?"
"Nothing man, I just thought I heard certain sounds." Monte shrugged it off.
"Dude, Isaac is probably jacking off or something. Or hell maybe it's Tommy." Adam responded, shaking his head.
Adam held Sauli's hand and dragged him back to his private room.
"Ohh, baby I am going to dirty things to you before we get to the hotel." Adam moaned.
"Man if you ever need anything, I'm just on the bunk below you." Isaac smirked.
"Thanks." Tommy replied as he pulled on his boxers and stuck his earphones in and went to sleep.