Idk im trying to write another chapter for 'experiment' for next week or whenever I wanna post it and I got bored so whatever. I just wanna say most of my stories contain abuse and depressing stuff sorrryyyyyyyyyyyyy im going to try to write more nice stuff . So on to the story.
Carlys pov
No one knew. No one new my real life . I looked like a happy, we famous teenager with a perfect life but it wasn't . my brother Spencer is an artist and sometimes he needs 'inspiration' it sickened me thinking about how he would molest his own little sister for what he called inspiration I was sick of it I felt like a whore , a sinner I didn't want to I wanted to start a new life far I wanted to run never looking back . I would risk sam, freedie , icarly everything to escape . I felt something bubble up inside of me anger, courage , hope I smiled and looked at the time it was 12pm spencer was still up I made a plan as soon as spencer went to sleep I was going to leave not thru the door thru my window it was to risky if I went thru the door I was gunna jump into the dumpster that was a couple feet away from my window it was risky but I just wanted to escape a couple seconds later I heard spencer yell goodnight from down stairs I didn't reply I just jumped up and ran towards the window I pried it open and looked at the high floor I took a deep breathe and thought of all the times he touched me the time he took my innocence I felt tears swell up in my eyes from both the painful thoughts and the wind pounding into my eyes I wiped my eyes and jumped onto the window ledge and closed my eyes and smiled " goodbye" I whispered and jumped. The fall , the fall was so graceful it seemed to last for an eternity I was smiling I was consoled in my thought nothing coming into my world the sound of cars were nothing but a distance buzz I fell into the dumpster and I knew that I was doing the right thing that this what was suppose to happen.
Ok this was quickly written its sloppy and I was writing it as I went along I planned nothing I just wanted to take a adventure time break sorry guys
~bryanna