Chapter 1
Abby stared in shock as the 2nd blue line started to appear on the pregnancy test, she felt her legs turn to jelly and fell back and sat down on the toilet, tears started to run down her face, tears of happiness. Maybe this will be the time she thought, "No I can't get to hopeful" she thought to herself. 3 miscarriages had already plagued her and johns life, she thought back to the first time she got pregnant, she told john, he was overjoyed, couldn't stop grinning for weeks, his gamma insisted that they should get married, after all, a baby should not be born out of wedlock. A rushed wedding was planned, not the usual Carter celebration, Abby insisted that if she was to have this wedding, it was going to be quiet with jus close family and friends, of course gamma was not pleased but then again she very rarely was.
Two days after the honey moon Abby had lost the baby, 4 days later Gamma died, a massive M.I, Abby didn't know if john could cope with all that grief, but he did, he coped remarkably well, better than Abby.
Abby's mind switched to how was she going to tell john? Should she tell him? Would it be tempting fate? She was so glad she had the day off today, she wished she had a mother that she could ring up and ask for advice, no such luck with Maggie, she didn't even know where she was. It was a miracle she had managed to get hold of her for the wedding, even then she was in LA.
Abby sighed and got up off the toilet, she'd make a nice cup of tea and listen to her and johns favourite song, hopefully that would help her come to a decision.
As the gentle sounds of piano on Alicia Keys album wafted over her Abby begun to feel sleepy, she dozed off and was soon in a deep sleep.
Abby stared in shock as the 2nd blue line started to appear on the pregnancy test, she felt her legs turn to jelly and fell back and sat down on the toilet, tears started to run down her face, tears of happiness. Maybe this will be the time she thought, "No I can't get to hopeful" she thought to herself. 3 miscarriages had already plagued her and johns life, she thought back to the first time she got pregnant, she told john, he was overjoyed, couldn't stop grinning for weeks, his gamma insisted that they should get married, after all, a baby should not be born out of wedlock. A rushed wedding was planned, not the usual Carter celebration, Abby insisted that if she was to have this wedding, it was going to be quiet with jus close family and friends, of course gamma was not pleased but then again she very rarely was.
Two days after the honey moon Abby had lost the baby, 4 days later Gamma died, a massive M.I, Abby didn't know if john could cope with all that grief, but he did, he coped remarkably well, better than Abby.
Abby's mind switched to how was she going to tell john? Should she tell him? Would it be tempting fate? She was so glad she had the day off today, she wished she had a mother that she could ring up and ask for advice, no such luck with Maggie, she didn't even know where she was. It was a miracle she had managed to get hold of her for the wedding, even then she was in LA.
Abby sighed and got up off the toilet, she'd make a nice cup of tea and listen to her and johns favourite song, hopefully that would help her come to a decision.
As the gentle sounds of piano on Alicia Keys album wafted over her Abby begun to feel sleepy, she dozed off and was soon in a deep sleep.