My frist songfic. Takes place After Umbrella part 1.
Those times in life we learn to try, with one intentionOf learning how and when we'll die, but we cant listenI wish to god I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chanceOf looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance
Everything is falling apart Eli turned me down after I asked him if I could spend the night with him. I was falling apart, maybe Eli and I are really too different like I had feared. My parents are selling the house I can't stop crying. I should be riding my bike not running next to it, but I can't really see through the tears nor make them stop and everyone's looking at me weird.
You're not aloneWe'll brave this storm
I feel so alone and I remember Eli telling me "I'm not going anywhere, Clare", but it feels like we're drifting apart, like all my fears are coming true.
"S-sorry" I said as I bumped into someone not even bothering to look at who it was
"Clare" I recognized the voice it was Adam I tried to make a run for it before he noticed I was crying, but he pulled me back. "What's wrong" I could hear the concern in his voice.
"I'm alone Adam, alone" I said as even more tears streamed down my face
"Clare, you're not alone you have Eli and I not to mention Alli who's just a text or call away"
"Eli and I are drifting Adam, I feel the distance coming between us."
"Come on, the park isn't that far away, lets talk there"
So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was neededThrough pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens liftedYou aren't alone just know that I, cant save our hearts tonight
"So what's going on?"
"My parents are selling the house our house, Eli and I are becoming distant even if he doesn't realize it, and Jesus Club sucks I'm starting to question my beliefs, I mean if there is a God wouldn't he want me to be happy and not ruin my life?"
Adam took me in his arms and hugged me.
"Clare…" he started "Clare, I'm sorry your parents are divorcing and I could only imagine how hard it is on you. Does Eli know you're questioning your beliefs?"
I continued talking to Adam for hours about everything that went on minus the fact that Eli had totally rejected me. He made me feel better and even walked me home.
You're not aloneWe'll brave this stormAnd face todayYou're not alone
"Clare text or call if you ever need to talk I'll be here I promise" Adam said before I went inside
"I will"
I don't feel as alone now after talking to Adam, but without Eli it feels like I'm slowly dying inside. I went inside, ran up to my room and threw myself on the bed and feeling less alone I went to sleep.
You're not aloneWe'll brave this stormAnd face todayYou're not alone