I want to thank a new friend for reading this and helping me give this story a name because without her I would have never posted it. So thanks for believing in it.

Please let me know what you think, reviews would be awesome or let me know on my twitter (at heathersboobs). Thanks for reading & enjoy.

Chapter 1

It was almost 2 years ago. We were shooting 'Blame It On The Alcohol', when I first read threw the script was excited until I read that Santana would be licking salt off my bare stomach. I became nervous and I didn't know why Naya was my best friend. Moments before the scene, they had me lay down and Naya came over to me.

"This should be exciting shouldn't it?" Naya ran her finger over my stomach, tracing each of my abs.

"Um, I guess." I was growing more and more nervous and I think Naya was starting to tell as she intertwined my fingers with hers.

"What are you thinking?" Her voice laced with concern calmed me, before I could speak Ryan took a seat in his chair letting us know we were starting.

"Naya, Heather you're up first. I want this to be sexy but not too sexy." Ryan yelled at us and then they rolled the cameras.

The first time Naya ran her tongue across my stomach, the nerves I felt, felt more like butterflies. I wanted; no I needed to feel her tongue again. Then like he read my mind Ryan called cut and told her to slow her tongue down. The second time I felt Naya's tongue it was like electricity was running threw my body.

As soon as Ryan finished the scene I ran off set to my trailer. I couldn't believe what I was feeling in places I shouldn't be feeling things for my best friend.

I got to my trailer and stripped down to my bra and underwear the heat I was feeling all over my body was becoming too much. I was trying to refrain from touching myself because I knew once I did I would lust for my friend more than ever.

Instead I walked over to the sink splashing cold water over my face, when I looked up I seen Naya walking threw the door and there was no where for me to hid my naked self.

"What's going on here Hemo?" Naya smiles.

"I wasn't feeling well; I think I'm coming down with a fever."

"Let me feel you." Naya starts to walk toward me.

"What?" I back away as she steps closer.

"Let me feel your head."

I couldn't let her touch me not with the feelings I had in places I shouldn't. "Naya I don't want to give you what I have."

"It's fine." Naya backs me up to the couch causing me to fall back on it. She brings the back of her hand up to my forehead. "You feel fine Heather."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive. Do you want me to get you a t-shirt?"

"Yes please." I watched Naya walk over to the closet picking threw the shirts until she found an oversized white dance shirt.

The way her body slowly glided back over to me was the sexiest thing I had seen. I felt my body go up a degree or two the closer she got to me. Why was I so turned on by her right now?

"Is this fine?" I nod as I stand up before I could take the shirt from her; she was sliding it over my head, letting my slide my arms threw.

"Thank you." I lay down on the couch and Naya slides in next to me, letting me lay my head on her chest. I could feel that this was a bad idea but I couldn't stop myself. She was just my friend who was caring for me; I just had to remember that.

"Are you sure you don't feel well? I mean if you wanted to cuddle with me you could have just said something."

"Naya, you think I'd fake being sick just to lay with you?"

"Yes, I'm thee best cuddle buddy."

I look up into her dark eyes. "No I'm the best."

"Did you want to do something tonight or do you have another chat date with Taylor?"

I wanted to hangout with Naya as her friend so bad but I had this aching to do more with her. "It's been kind of a long day, I was thinking about just going home and relaxing."

"Do you want to maybe relax at my house? A little wine, some movies and your favorite pizza? You can even sleep over."

I wanted to say no but it was Naya I was talking to and she doesn't take no for an answer. "Are you sure?"

"Yes, just come home with me."

"I'll need to go home to get clothes."

"No you won't, just wear some of mine or sleep naked." Naya smiles.

"Fine." I look at Naya as she gets up, I try not to lick my lips as her ass is close enough to touch, she turns to face me and I slowly let me eyes wonder up her body to her eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Naya giggles.

"What are you talking about?"

"Nothing I guess. Anyways why don't I go double check to make sure we are done for the day and then I'll meet you at my car."

I nod as she strolls out of my trailer. I don't get how her licking my stomach turned me on this much, made me feel like this towards my best friend. I wanted to feel her lips on my body and I needed to run my hands all over her. But I have to stop, these feelings needed to go away. I change out of the oversized shirt and back into a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt.

I take a deep breath and then let it out. Slowly I open the door praying that I can make it threw the night without thinking of Naya as more than a friend.

I see Naya walking on the other side of the lot toward her car and I pick up my speed so she won't have to wait for me.

"Ready?" She asks as I open the car door.

I nod as I buckle my seatbelt. "Why do you look so nervous?"

"I'm not nervous."

I watch her eyes study my movements. "You're pretending to play with your phone and you can't sit still."

"I'm good." I lie, my heart feels like it's beating out of my chest and I feel like if I sit in the confined area one more minute I'm going to end up trying something stupid.

"If you say so. I've just never seen you like this." She holds her hand out for me. "Let me have your hand."

I intertwine her fingers with mine on my lap. I take my other hand and slowly run it up and down her arm. I'm able to breathe, I don't know if it's because my friend is comforting me or if it's because I'm holding her hand and getting butterflies from this.

Wait am I really feeling butterflies? Should I pull my hand away or would she thinking something was wrong? Does she know?

"You sure you're ok? Are you and Taylor fighting?"

"No we are good. Can I ask you something?"

"Go for it."

"Have you ever been in relationship but strangely attracted to someone else?"

Naya let's out a little laugh. "Strangely attracted? Who do you want to mack on Heather?"

"Now why would I tell you?"

"You don't have to. But I know you will."

"What are you saying?"

"You're easy to get stuff out of."

"You realize how wrong that sounded?"

"I was talking about your secrets but I'm going to assume that I could get that stuff out of you quite easily too."

I look over at her and she has a smile plastered to her face and I start feeling that heat all over my body like I did earlier. I squeeze her small hand tighter trying to control myself.

"Ow, Heather that's my hand."

"Oh sorry." I let go, letting her hand fall to my thigh. I expected her to pull her hand away, instead she runs her hand up to my knee and then back down.

"Honey if you need to talk about anything and I mean anything at all let me know. Please don't tell me you're fine I know you better than myself."

"Thanks but for right now I really am fine."

"I ordered the pizza before we left the lot so it should be here soon." Naya grabbed my hand and pulled me towards her bedroom. "Let's change, I want to be comfy when we cuddle."

I felt my throat go dry. I had cuddled with her every other time we watched a movie and nothing ever went past her placing a few small quick lady kisses on my neck and her arms around my waist. Tonight was different, I wanted to see how far I could push her, I wanted to feel her lips on my skin. I knew it was risky but I could feel the lust and passion burn inside me and down my legs.

Naya playfully pushed me on the bed, I quickly grabbed her arms pulling her down on top of me. I closed my eyes as Naya pushed my hair out of my eyes. "I'm exhausted aren't you?"

Naya laid her head on my chest. I brought my hand up to run it threw her dark hair. "I'm a little tired."

"Do you want to skip the movie and just eat dinner then go to bed?"

Truth was I was kind of looking forward to the movie so I could see how far I could get but this would be best wouldn't it? "If you want to we can."

"We honestly have two options. We can cuddle, watch the movie and fall asleep on the couch or just cuddle in bed."

I tried not to let the smile on my face get too big so I bite my lip. "It's up to you... But it would probably be easier if we just went to bed."

"Heather I don't want to make this awkward or anything but if maybe I didn't want to feel lonely for one night could I maybe um... Never mind."

Did she want sex from me? Is that what she was going to ask for? I could feel my face starting to burn up. "What do you want?" I say kind of playfully.

"It's nothing, forget about it."

"Naya Marie Rivera. I asked you a question, not only that but I want to know why someone like you would ever feel lonely."

"It's really nothing."

"Well then may I ask you something?" I see her nervously nod. "Can I kiss you? I've wanted to all day now."

I studied Naya's face and I seen how nervous she turned. She was biting at her bottom so hard I was afraid that she was going to draw blood.

I reach my hand up to her lips and I can see her relax a bit. I trace her bottom lip and then her top. "Why do you look like you're going to pass out?"

Her eyes started into mine and I was afraid growing more and more afraid of what she was going to say. Slowly she lowered her face down to mine, at first our lips only touched enough that we could barely feel it, then her lips hardened around mine.

Was this really happening? Slowly she pulled back from me. "Was that ok?"

I open my mouth to speak and nothing comes out, I don't even know what to say. I can feel her growing uncomfortable as she tries to slide herself off of me and before I can pull her lips back on to mine the doorbell rings.

"That's probably the pizza. I'll go grab it if you want to change."

"Ok." I could tell she was just as nervous as I was becoming. I no longer wanted to be in her house, I felt unwelcome the moment she pulled away.

I dug threw the dresser finally finding one of my old pairs of sweatpants and an old dance shirt Naya must have taken from my house at some point.

I walked out to the living room where Naya was setting out 2 plates and a bottle of wine.

"Hey, grab a plate and make yourself comfy I'm going to go change."

I nodded, I still had no words to say. I was kissed by one of the sexiest women I've ever laid my eyes on. And now that I have a moment to breath, it was the best thing I've ever experienced.

Naya had the softest lips I've ever touched. Had the kiss lasted any longer I think I would have melted into her.

I looked at the clocked and she had easily been gone 15 minutes. How hard was it to change into something simple.

I walked back towards the bedroom and slowly opened the door careful not to make any sound. I seen Naya standing in front of her mirror talking to herself. "You idiot she's your best friend and she has a boyfriend. Just because you've wanted to kiss her and she asked you to it doesn't mean you should have. She's going to hate you. Go out there and act like nothing ever happened."

I head back to the living room hoping she didn't realize I listened to the end of her rant. I settle into the couch and replay the scene over and over. She wanted to kiss me, it's hard not to have a teenage girl moment and fangirl over someone you might possible have a crush on when you find out they've wanted to kiss you too.

All though I've never wanted Naya as bad as I've wanted her today it doesn't mean I haven't thought about hooking up with her in the past, no strings attached of course. I've thought about it many times, it's hard not to especially when half the world already believe that we're secretly dating. But this time is different every minute I'm spending with her now is making me want a deeper relationship.

"Whatcha thinking." I look over seeing Naya gracefully dance her way over to me.

"Nothing, why?" I lie.

"You looked like you were in a deep thought." She stared at me like I was just going to tell her that I may have a crush on her.

"Nope, what took you so long to get changed?"

"I couldn't find anything I wanted to wear."

I wanted to call her a liar but I couldn't without letting her know I was eavesdropping.

We finished half the pizza and neither of us touched the wine and I think for the same reason. We didn't want to do something, further feelings and have the other one regret it either.

I don't care anymore I need her skin to at least touch mine. I need to hold her, if I feel something more than this silly crush I'll try to pursue more but if it just feels like a crush I'll push the feelings away.

I stand up taking our plates and my cup to the kitchen. I dump out the wasted untouched glass of wine and set our plates into the sink.

"Heather?"

I see Naya standing across from me with a look of unsureness written all over her face. "Yes?"

"That kiss earlier."

"What about it, it was a kiss?" I try not to act like it's a big deal, I don't want to freak her out with feelings.

"I shouldn't say this but I did enjoy it. Maybe a little bit too much. I just needed to let you know and I know you have a boyfriend so it's not big deal."

I bite my lip as my heart melts in my chest, she enjoyed it. "I think it's a big deal."

"Why? You can't think it's a big deal, your not allowed. I don't want to mess us up."

"Naya calm yourself. I enjoyed it too."

I thought I'd see a smile on her face instead she looked sad. "Don't say that, you have a boyfriend."

"I'm telling you I enjoyed kissing you and you're telling me I can't because I have Taylor?"

"Yes."

"What would you do if I kissed you right now?"

"Please don't."

I walk towards her backing her up against the fridge. "What if I really want to?" She shakes her head. "What if I told you I wouldn't be able to make it threw the night if I didn't."

Before she can shake her head again I cup her face with my hands. "Please don't Heather."

"Fine." I drop my hands and walk back towards the living room.

"Are you upset at me?" I see Naya rushing after me out of the corner of my eye.

"No, its just not fair how you can tell me you enjoyed it and then not let me kiss you after I tell you I want to."

"You have a boyfriend Heather."

"Yes I have the boyfriend not you. So why do you get to keep throwing it in my face like I'm doing something wrong? So fucking what I kissed you, if I want to do it again and you do too then let me."

"It's cheating." I've never heard Naya yell at me like that.

"Oh grow up Naya I said I wanted to kiss you not have sex with you."

"You don't get it, to you these kisses are nothing. I really like you and it's been so hard to hide these feelings for so long. I shouldn't have kissed you, it was a moment of weakness."

"You don't know if it meant anything to me."

"Really, I don't? I think I'm sure of my feelings." I have no idea how we got here. I've never yelled at her and she's never yelled at me.

"Let me ask you then, when was the first time you felt something, like truly felt you wanted more than a friendship from me?"

Technically it's been less than 24 hours but I couldn't tell her that. My feelings for her were growing and not only in my lady parts but in my heart. Even fighting right now I wanted to kiss those lips and cuddle into her. "Nay please calm down." I smile at her hoping to break the tension a little. "Can I kiss you now?"

I watch her frown turn into a huge smile and she does something I would never expect, she nods.

"Are you sure?" She nods again, I take a step closer to her grabbing her arms wrapping them around my waist. "Positive?"

She tightens her grip around me, I take it as a yes. I bring my hands up to face. Slowly I press my lips to hers. Our lips melt into each other and then shes pulls away.

"You see what you do to me?"

I bite my lip trying to keep my goofy smile from showing. "Make you happy?"

"You make me very happy."

"I do like you Nay, more than a friend."

"I like you too but in all honestly you already have someone that you love and I don't want to be the other woman. I don't mind kissing you but the way you got when I licked your stomach today we will start to have major sexual tension if we continue just kissing each other."

"First off you noticed that?" She nodded biting her lip.

"Secondly I can continue kissing you."

"For tonight." She smiles, showing me her white teeth.

I know the way I'm acting is wrong, I have a long distance relationship with someone I've been with for years and now I have my best friend who has liked me for awhile now and I haven't noticed which is stupid because I should have known.

I'm an idiot, no matter who I'm with I'm going to hurt someone that I care for. I'll either hurt Taylor who is the man who I've always planned on marrying one day. Or I'll hurt Naya and the last thing I want to do is lead her on and then pull away but what if I don't take a chance on her and I miss out on something beautiful.

Naya grabs my hand and pulls me to the bedroom. The closer we get the bigger her smile gets and the more I feel like I want to protect her and not ever do anything to hurt her. She slides under the covers and we both lay on our sides facing each other.

I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear and rest my hand on her ear for a second. She grabs my hand pulling it towards her lips, laying kisses on each of my fingers.

She let's go of my hand and then lays her hand on my hip. "Is this ok?" I nod. "Let me know if I make you feel uncomfortable."

"I will." I prop my head up on with my hand. "Naya, when did you know you liked me?"

"The second I seen your gorgeous eyes."

I feel myself start to blush and I cant contain my smile any longer, this night has been a dream come true. "That long?"

"Yes."

I scoot closer to her, grab her hand on my hip and I drop it behind my back letting it fall to my lower back. I feel her move her hand and place it further up. "Did I make you uncomfortable?"

"No, I'm just trying to make you as comfortable as possible and my hand that far down your back was bound to eventually run further down."

"I can be ok with that." I push her hand back down to my lower back. "I'll let you know when I stop wanting you to touch me. So for now you have my permission to roam my body with your beautiful hands.. Or mouth."

"My mouth?" She let's out a small giggle. "Let's just stick to hands for now."

I look into her dark eyes and even in the dead of the night I can see them glowing of happiness. "I'm scared that I'm going to hurt you."

"So then don't."

"I'm going to try my best not to."

"Who are you more scared of hurting him or me?"

"Definitely you."

"Listen if you hurt me, I'll find some way to eventually one day get over it. But just knowing that for tonight I'm actually getting my shot with you means everything to me."

"Aw Nay. Can I kiss you now?"

I feel her hands wrap around my neck, pulling me closer. "You don't have to keep asking."

Naya takes my bottom lip between hers, gently sucking on it.