Spoons - One Hand, One Heart
I was sitting in chemistry, dreaming of klainebows as you do, and I just got this idea. I wrote the word 'spoons' down, but later I just got all these ideas and wrote them in my book. Of course, after a very awkward conversation with my chemistry teacher, I wrote this!
I've started a little habit now – all of my Glee fanfic titles are songs titles. I wanted a quirky title, so I had to throw in spoons there, but you get the idea. I honestly couldn't decide which one to use so I used both.
I must say if you thought that the summary was incredibly cocky and arrogant, I'm not like that - was just trying to be funny...
It's a multi-chapter, so there is more after this one! Again, please review, cos I love reading what you guys have to say, good or bad!
Disclaimer: Much to my disappointment I don't own Glee, or any of the characters or their names. I don't own any of the song titles.
I'll Stand by You
Nuzzling his chin into her shoulder, the tall boy took in another deep breath, taking in the girl beside him, her sweet scent, and the presence of the girl that he loved. He felt her soft, smooth brown hair tickle his cheek, the warmth of her body against his, the way she curled her legs around his, tangling them together. He pulled her in, impossibly closer, and placed a tender kiss on her cheek. He was so happy in this moment; he could feel his goofy grin beginning to spread across his face, making him smile even wider.
The girl next to his chest was the love of his life; she had made him a man. He reminisced their time together; the flirty duet rehearsals, the walks in the halls, their many make-out sessions. The smile on his face spread even wider when he thought of them singing "Smile" in the choir room. He had never been happier. He had just forgotten the world and all his mind was focused on was the happy little girl singing to him. He thought of the time he sang with her in New York, how he poured everything he had, everything he was, into what he was singing, how it took all that he had to stop the tear that threatened to run down his cheek. He remembered the kiss, how time stood still, how his world began to spin, how the moment became a complete cliché, but that he felt nothing in that moment but Rachel. He remembered how he had let her down, how he broke up with her to find his inner rock star, how he slept with another girl to make her jealous, how he broke her heart again when she took revenge. He had never stopped trying to make up for that.
Now he just watched the girl sleep, her chest rising and falling peacefully, a warm glow on her cheeks, and a bright beam on her face. Finn wrapped his arms around her tighter, never wanting to let her go again.
"….Finn…."
A small voice came up from the pillow and Finn kicked himself for waking the sleeping girl.
"Rach, god…I'm sorry, go back to sleep, I'm sorry I woke you!" whispered Finn, his voice filled with remorse; he wanted her to go back to sleep so he could star at her again, he wanted her to be peaceful and happy again.
"No, it's fine" she smiled, "I'm up, I shouldn't sleep too long otherwise I won't be able to later" she laughed, seeing at the contrite look on her boyfriend's face. "What's the matter" her smile slowly fading into concern.
Finn felt the burn of tears in his eyes. He breathed in hard, clenching his jaw, trying to be brave, not wanting his fiancée to see him cry. He could at least give her that – a boyfriend that didn't break down when things got emotional.
Placing her hand on his check, she looked straight into his eyes, her face now worried for her boyfriend. "Finn, tell me what's going on."
A tear escaped, opening the floodgates and Finn couldn't control himself. "I'm just so damn sorry Rachel. I'm sorry. I've treated you like absolute crap. I ignored you for two years, dumped you, and chased you when you were happy with another guy and now I'm dragging you back from everything you've ever wanted, and I'm just so damn sorry! I'm sorry…"
He closed his eyes, letting another tear fall, his head falling into her lap. He gasped to take in another breath of air, a sob escaping his mouth. He felt so pathetic, crying like a baby in front of her; how was he supposed to take care of her for the rest of his life when he was such a mess?
Then he felt a hand rest on his face, another taking the back of his head and pushing it roughly into a Rachel's lips. She kissed him passionately, almost angrily, trying to knock out every miserable, negative thought in his head, erasing all thought that he had let her down, making him know that he was the only man she needed in her life. Pushing the boy away from her, she brought her other hand up to his face and made him face her, forced him to look her in the eye.
"Finn, don't ever apologise to me again. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about us, think about you, where I would be without you and it terrifies me. I can't think about my life without you because it is just too frightening. You're going to be my husband, and we are going to love each other for the rest of our lives. You couldn't let me down, even if you tried. I love you, Finn and just you being here is enough for me."
There was a pause as Rachel stopped for breath. She stared heatedly into his eyes, breathing in deeply. She admired his face; his features were adorably innocent, his nose, his cheeks and the tell-tale streaks that ran down his face. Yet, through that, she saw so much of Finn's dad in him. Finn was a man, a man who would never hurt her again, who would never make her feel hurt again, a man who would take care of her for the rest of her life and always love her. He looked into her eyes and saw that she really meant what she was saying. He leant in and placed a passionate kiss on her lips, his hands finding their way onto her body. She leant back, her hands swinging to his shoulders, running through his hair and up his back. She let his body cover hers, their chests pressed together and their legs tangled together.
Opening his eyes, he gazed into the chocolate eyes of the girl below him and smiled. He felt happy here, he felt safe. He could see tears forming in her eyes and brought up his hand to wipe them away with his thumb affectionately.
"I love you, Rachel Berry"
"I love you too, Finn"
I'm a hopeless romantic and it seems all I can write is fluffy couple bedroom scenes. Please review! It means so much to me to hear back from you guys! I must say though, it means alot to me that you have even taken the time to read to the end, so thank you! Look out for the next chapter and another couple! Subcribe to find out which one...I know, an appauling attempt at suspense, but the next one should be good, I'm halfway through.
I'm hoping to do more chapters, but what couples do you guys want to read about? Brittana and Klaine are obvious, but I was thinking about doing Quick, Tike, Samecedes. I would do Faberry, but I already did Rachel, so...maybe Jessebastian, sound kinda cool. I also don't want to make it boring by doing the same thing over and over so I'll try to mix it up. Sweet Sylvester, I've been rambling...I really hope you guys enjoyed it.
A colossal thank you and shout out to all those who favourited and reviewed "One and Only" - if I didn't get a chance to reply to your messages and subscriptions, then I honestly must thank you profusely; you guys don't know what it means to me, so thank you to Aine5, 20eKUraN11, Kurtsie, WereWolfe9, Hopelessly Jonas Bro Obsessed, Patricia Sage, Nurse Kate, idreaminklainebows, kswizzle1994, BlinkeeGal, Emelinee Baconinee Tortalinee. Really thank you guys!
much glove,
WBSS ;)
