Authors note: Well here is my new story. I will not be deleting this one so never fear. i should update pretty quickly since i have no life and thus nothing more to do then type and plot... I will be writing another fanfic for a book i read so that will be going on as well. Any ideas are apreciated and I'm always looking to improve so any tips plz tell me .

Now onto the Story.

(By the way this is from Namine's POV)

Disclizzle:I don't own kingdom hearts Fo' Sho. (Yeah I'm depressed about that .)

Nobody seems to notice me anymore. Yeah, deep in their hearts (or what they have left of them) I sense they're afraid of me, of what I can do but when they see me they purposely ignore me. It's gone on for so long they've almost forgotten me. I've become invisible. Not that I'm complaining. Invisibility has its advantages.

I'm pretty used to being stepped on. No one likes me for me.They pretend to, and then they use me. That's how I got in this mess in the first place. Never again though. I'm done trusting my battered, bruised heart. It only ever ends up hurting me. I'm done with this.

My mom. Yeah, I still blame this on her.The only person who truly loved me. And I can't help being bitter towards her. Some daughter I am. But I'm not changing my opinion. Its her fault.

It all started with her new boyfriend. He was beyond creepy. I swear you could see the darkness lurking behind his eyes, just waiting for the opportune moment to strike. I tried to warn her, I really did, but she wouldn't listen to me. I could've forced her. Made her believe she didn't love him. But I didn't. Mistake numero uno. Instead I tried to convince myself I was wrong.

That atleast should have been fairly simple. He was always really nice, the perfect gentleman. And my mom was happy when she was with him. I mean thats all anyone ever wants isn't it? For the people they love to be happy? He tried so hard to be the perfect father figure/ boyfriend that eventually my utter distrust and dislike faded into a slight twist in my stomach when I looked in his eyes. I lowered my defenses and accepted him alittle. Mistake two.

My mother was completely infatuated with him and before I knew it they were married, and I had a perpetual stomachache.No matter how many times I told myself I was wrong, the sick knotted feeling in the pit of my stomach remained.

And then the worst thing in the history of bad things happened...

It started like everyother day. Nothing unusual about it. I got up, got dressed,,, brushed my hair and teeth (not at the same time obviously) ate breakfast said bye to my mom and caught the bus to school. Of course the day went by terribly slowly as boring school days generally do. i got home and yelled for my mom.and she wasn't there. No big deal right? After Eight hours of waiting and not one returned phone call it became a big deal. Xehanort refused to even look for he i didn't really understand why he wouldn't to well then but boy, i sure do now.

48 hours later and we could submit a missing persons report. Once again refusal. I figured he knew where she was and wasn't telling me. (Probably true but not in the way I thought) I was too afraid of him to go by myself and do it. Mistake Three.

I was completely numb through this entire terrorizing scenerio. No emotions no feelings, just empty confused thoughts. I got back into drawing then. Not the erasing/adding memories drawing just plain sketching. I never put my book down. It was the only thing left that i still cared about.

And then it hit me like a ton of bricks.

Xehanort never loved my mom. He had been using her to get to me.

He knew about my powers. And he planned to make me use them.