I BLAME CUPID
hee hee hee. Am I the only one who notices this is like itachi?! It reminds me of itachi, I don't know about you. Anyway, enjoy!
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Ita-chan POV!
some say love is not for sinners
I belive that isn't true
'cause when I was finished sinning
love came down and showed me you.
I believed that love wasn't for me. That my all powerful eyes would never be blinded by infatuation. But I was wrong. Totally wrong. Completely, utterly and absolutely wrong. Love hit me when I wasn't expecting it. Love hit me when I was confident. Love hit me...
Hard.
and falling in love is hard on the knees.
Love decided I needed someone by my side, and though it was inconvenient, I agreed. Maybe it was just a problem with my willpower. Because I fell in love with him, with no arguments what so ever.
Naruto was...like a breathe of fresh air. and...I think cupid made a good choice. Because he showed me things in a whole new light. He loved me, just as I was. But, I think I kept messing up. Like...I was on roller blades, and I kept going over big stones and getting stuck in ditches.
And you told me how to get there
and I tried to find a way
then I ran into the garden
but I tripped out the gate
I tripped out the gate
Naruto was beautiful. And he showed me everything. He changed me. I wanted to do anything to keep him. I wanted to believe he was mine. But he wasn't. He was konoha's. It was like he was teasing me, flaunting the fact he would never belong to me. And...
I BLAME CUPID!
He tried to get me to change, said it was for my own good. And I wanted to. Because maybe that would bring us a little closer. And I tried, and tried. But, being good? That's not me. That's not what everyone thinks I should be. It goes against what everyone forced on me.
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
and the hardest part is knowing
I will never follow through
you're slowly killing me
and I wish that wasn't true
cause I'm so into you.
He couldn't be mine. And that was the hardest part. He was killing me. Still wanting me, still telling me he loved me. Because those sweet words, and that irresistible body. I want to hold on. I want to wrap my arms around him, and never let go.
And I really blame cupid. cupid made me weak. He attached me to an adorble blonde bombshell, who was the light of my life. And the sun and the moon and the stars and my heart. He was my everything.
And the worst part was that...I didn't deserve him.
Like a ton of bricks it hit me
and woke me from this dream
no matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get them clean
I could never get them clean.
I'm dirty. Terribly dirty. And naruto was so pure. So innocent. And that malicious part of me wanted to ruin that. Wanted to turn him black. But I couldn't let myself. I couldn't. I loved him too much. So I tried to get clean again. Try to wash myself until none of my cruel and evil acts remained on my skin.
And I blame cupid. Because I didn't want to ruin him. I blame cupid, because all I wanted was his love. I blame cupid. Because it wasn't someone else. I blame cupid. Because I couldn't love him the way I should have.
I really hate cupid.
I wanted to be what naruto asked of me. Or else I couldn't have him. I wanted to be clean and pure and fresh. All so I could keep him. I wanted to be naruto's good little lover. So I could hold him in my arms. Because, with the way it is now, without him, my life would end. But...
I just couldn't do it.
Can you hear me?
Cause I can't change what I'll always be.
And I kept tripping, over roller blades I couldn't even stand on.
OWARI!
What's with the reference to roller blades? I dunno. Roller blades just sound like something you can fall over. Anyway! Tell me how I did! Hee hee. Ita-chan hates cupid. RXR ONEGAI!