Title: Kyuhyun's Chase For His Only

Author: Erase Pens Oencils (don ask)

Pairing: Kyumin (FTW!)

Rating: T (if ya can handle it)

Genre: fluff and angst

Disclaimer: *sob* I wish I can own suju. BUT I CAAAANNT! Y IS DAT?

Summary: Kyuhyun has been chasing Sungmin for years on end, experiencing complete pain no one else would ever ask for, but when Sungmin's big day comes and Kyuhyun's had enough torment the final spark will light. What will become of our favorite paring?

My heart ached. So much. Never have I ever felt something so harsh as this before. I just don't get it. Why don't you ever notice me? Ever see my hurt expressions every time you come around… It hurts. So much. If I had anymore tears to spare, I'd cry. But… I don't. I wasted them all for someone uncaring, unsympathetic, and so unbelievably beautiful. I wasted them for you. Everything I wasted for you.

I grip my heart tightly seeing you wrap your arms around him. Telling him something so important, something I didn't have a chance to whisper to you. Oh, it hurts… He looks down at you, with loving eyes, whispering the same back to you, and I can't take it anymore!

I turn, feeling my foot turn on the pebbly concrete - breaking away, and dash away. I knew I never would have a chance to live a life with you. Yet I still had a tiny bit of hope. Then the sprinkle of hope sprouted when you told me that one day, after I performed my part, that you liked me. You liked me! Your eyes… shining like they do now. I guess you always liked me, but always loved him. Since when did always begin to happen, hyung? Tell me. Because all this time you loved him, you never told me. Did you never trust me? I'm just a sunbae, hyung?

My heart struggled to pump from all the excruciating pain. Suddenly my legs gave out from under me. I hit the ground with a loud cry. I don't care anymore. I'm alone. Why should I care? I don't, because I now know I have no one to live for. Mom and dad… they left for a new life up above. My one and only just now devoted his life to someone I hate.

The golden necklace you gave me on my twentieth birthday dropped from my cold lifeless hand. I don't care. It's not mine anymore anyway. I'm giving it back to you, hyung. Because I won't be here anymore tomorrow. Will you miss me? I bet you won't. You have someone who loves and cares for you anyway. At least it's nice to know that you LIKED me. It's awesome to know that you never cared for me that way. It's beautiful to know that you never noticed me. Ever. I loved how you always ignored me whenever he was there.

I chuckled loudly, pain turning my mind to the fake world, as my heart begins to fail. A familiar shadow hovers over me. Now do you come to me, hyung? Now of all times, when my heart can no longer beat for you, do you come to me? Now I see how much you LIKE me, hyung. I LIKE you too. I LIKE you. Oh, so much. You can't see me falling in love with you, but can you see me falling in like with you, hyung? No, you can't. You're a blind fool. What can that stupid boy ever give you that I already have?

You lift me up, oh, so caringly, but I don't care. Just let me down and die, I said. No, I like you, you said. I liked you, too, I replied. I used to.

Flashing lights start to come closer, increasing in size. Stay still, you whispered. Oh, I will, I thought. No longer will this pitiful mind command this pitiful body to move. Not for you anymore. Not for anybody anymore.

Tears slid down your cheeks. Not when he finally proposed, you whispered. Why now, of all times?

Yes, hyung, why now of all times do you come to me?

A/N: so watdaya think? This is only the beginning o ders more to come!