Logan didn't know how long he'd been staying in Julian's hospital room just staring at his beautiful face and listening to him breathe. After what it felt like a week, he sighed in frustration and started talking to his best friend, hoping with all his heart that the brunet were able to hear him.
"I... don't know what I'm gonna do if you don't wake up, Jules, I just don't. I'll stay with you, I'll never leave your side again, not until you open your eyes, I don't care what your mother will do or say, I'm not leaving you again.
I know I'm being selfish, cause now I realize how much I've been hurting you... all this time, and yet , I could never say goodbye to you, NEVER. You are my best friend, you are... my... Jules.
You should have told me the truth, you should have punched me and kicked me for being an asshole, you should have told me, so I could have opened my eyes a long time ago. It feels like it's too late now and I can't stand it anymore.
Wake up and we could run away together, wake up and I promise you I will never hurt you again. I will make it up for all the times I treated you like shit, for not understanding sooner what I was making you go through. I'm aware I'm an horrible person and I'd never thought that someone like you could have all of these feelings for me, you're such a better person than I will ever be and I'm... so sorry Julian, so sorry."
Logan couldn't hold his tears anymore. "I wish you could hear me right now, but I know you can't and I've never been this scared in my all life, I'm not giving up on you... on us?" He took his hand and placed a soft kiss on it.
"You've been with me, to help me, everytime I needed you and the only thing I've always done was hurting you over and over again, the guilt is killing me Julian, please you need to know all of this, you need to give me a chance to fix this..."
In that very moment Logan noticed a tiny movement on Julian's face and heard the word he was hoping to hear all this time: "L-Logan?".
"I... don't know what I'm gonna do if you don't wake up, Jules, I just don't. I'll stay with you, I'll never leave your side again, not until you open your eyes, I don't care what your mother will do or say, I'm not leaving you again.
I know I'm being selfish, cause now I realize how much I've been hurting you... all this time, and yet , I could never say goodbye to you, NEVER. You are my best friend, you are... my... Jules.
You should have told me the truth, you should have punched me and kicked me for being an asshole, you should have told me, so I could have opened my eyes a long time ago. It feels like it's too late now and I can't stand it anymore.
Wake up and we could run away together, wake up and I promise you I will never hurt you again. I will make it up for all the times I treated you like shit, for not understanding sooner what I was making you go through. I'm aware I'm an horrible person and I'd never thought that someone like you could have all of these feelings for me, you're such a better person than I will ever be and I'm... so sorry Julian, so sorry."
Logan couldn't hold his tears anymore. "I wish you could hear me right now, but I know you can't and I've never been this scared in my all life, I'm not giving up on you... on us?" He took his hand and placed a soft kiss on it.
"You've been with me, to help me, everytime I needed you and the only thing I've always done was hurting you over and over again, the guilt is killing me Julian, please you need to know all of this, you need to give me a chance to fix this..."
In that very moment Logan noticed a tiny movement on Julian's face and heard the word he was hoping to hear all this time: "L-Logan?".