Uhm, this is just a thing I thought up one day some long time ago and haven't gotten around to typing.
WARING: YAOI, DON'T LIKE DON'T READ.
Sorta graphic… I'm not one to really write graphic sexual things so it's kind of the first time writing hardcore-ish yaoi. Please read and review (:

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All those wasted nights filled with hopeless dreams rippled though his head, coming back in painful fragments. Each one stung more than the last, seeming to burn and simmer.

Kira was with him again, the smile Ichimaru always wore missing from his face at this time. They were in Kira's own bedroom, Kira planted between his captain and the door. Gin kissed him hard and began disrobing him, without any approval. Not that Kira had any choice, he knew what his captain would do if he was denied what he wanted; Kira still had a healing wound from last week.

Both were now disrobed, Kira being thrown into his bed by his captain and quickly jumped on. Gin kissed Kira all along his chest and neck, working his way up to his mouth. Then he began exploring Kira's mouth, forcing his tongue down his throat farther, faster, and harder than Kira would've liked. Kira gasped between every brutal kiss. Gin stopped suddenly, and sat up.

"How do you feel, Izuru?" Kira always felt like a snake had wrapped itself around his body and began compressing its every time Ichimaru called him Izuru; just the way he said his name.

Kira couldn't tell him how he really felt, so he pulled Gin back down and kissed him. Feeling Gin smile behind the kiss, he broke it off and flipped Kira onto his stomach, and Kira immediately regretted his decision. Feeling aggressive penetration, Kira tensed and screamed out with pain. Gin never used lube; he was a sadist, why would he? Kira grabbed his pillow and dug his face into it in attempt to control and muffle his screams.

Gin kept going for what felt like hours, Kira becoming drenched in sweat. Gin kept going faster and harder than he started. He suddenly flipped Kira to suck him before he released.

This shard went black. Then next they were in the office, doing paper work. Gin arose from his desk and stood behind Kira. He placed his arm on Kira. Most times when a captain did that to his vice-captain it would be a good thing, but Kira knew better.

"Shall we take a break, Izuru?"

"You go ahead... I should keep working."

"Are you sure?" Kira knew he shouldn't have said no.

"Yes," Kira closed his eyes, trying to get away from this reality. This memory blacked out for a few moments, but he knew what came during this blankness, and came back to the vision of Ichimaru with Shinsô about to strike Kira.

Kira awoke to some noise in a hellishly cold sweat, all over his body. Kira kept his face buried in his arms, on his desk. He assumed he was in his office.

"Kira?" It was a familiar voice, and Kira thought it was Ichimaru and bolted up.

"Yes?" He saw it was just his friend, the vice-captain of the 9th.

"Are you okay?" Shūhei looked at him, studying him with a steady gaze.

"Of course." Kira answered automatically.

"Good..." Hisagi sounded hesitant, "it's getting late. How 'bout we get some drinks and unwind?"

"Sounds fantastic." Kira was genuinely sincere. Maybe a night with Hisagi was what he needed. "But, I need to finish some paperwork..."

"There's plenty of time for that later on tomorrow, enjoy yourself for a while... Unwind. 'Cuz, Kira, you look stressed to no end." Kira could feel that his friend was worried, even if he didn't show it like most would. Shūhei was hurting too, Kira knew. He was so loyal to his captain; more loyalty than Kira had thought was possible. And to be betrayed like they both were, with all his questions left unanswered. Kira didn't know how Hisagi could live with himself.

"Fine," Kira said at last.

They left and hit up their favorite bar.

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So, what do you think?

The title comes from a friend, who was very mad at the time. It could mean something symbolically towards the end and it may make sense later on. Maybe you can connect the dots right now. Maybe you think you can connect the dots. You may never know. Unless, you keep reading x3

Thanks for reading!

Characters belong to Tite Kubo