Ugly Truth

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I fell in love with this guy who doesn't even know I exist.

Actually, I exist. Of course.

Its that, you know, nobody would ever fall in love with me.

I'm every dream girl's opposite.

I'm fat. I'm not tall, only average. And again, I'm fat.

Who would ever fall in love with a fat girl?

I'm blaming myself for this.

Because, I eat always.

I eat when I'm happy. I eat when I'm depressed.

I eat every time.

You wouldn't even believe I only have one friend, Hutaru.

I'm blessed to have her.

Its that, she's my only blessing.

You would think I'm an absolute LONER right now, right?

Actually, yes. I am.

But not with Hutaru.

His name is Natsume Hyuuga.

Ugh! I can't believe every time I say his name I felt nervous. And shaking.

Is it really like this?

To fall in love, I mean?

Gosh. I can't believe I fall for him.

Actually,

Who doesn't?

I mean, he's popular.

He's Rich. Smart. GORGEOUS.

Geez. I'm obsessed.

I had this one valentine day, I left a chocolate heart at his locker.

I don't know if he got it. But hope he did.

Natsume was my childhood friend.

Well, I was wrong at the first part. I know that he knows I exist.

I don't know if he remembers me now though. But I don't have the courage to tell him.

Before when I was a kid, maybe 8, that's when we became friends. I was soooo fat at that time.

Sooo fat.

Even fatter than today.

I was climbing desperately at a tall tree for the fruit. The fruit hanging at the tree's tallest part. I was really hungry that's why I was so desperate. And then, I lost balance and fall.

I did not fall on the ground, though.

I fall on Natsume's arms.

He quickly let go of me and said, " I couldn't believe you're that heavy."

I blushed.

"Sorrry...And thanks for saving me." I said, looking at the ground avoiding him to see my face sooo red. I think, redder than the fruit hanging at the tree.

"Don't worry. I'm your life saver from now on."

I looked up.

He winked at me and walked away.

I couldn't believe how fast my heart was beating at that time.

And that's when I learned...

I just fall in love.

I was really thanking God we're neighbors.

Every night, I sneak out our house through the dark.

Desperate to see him at his window, not knowing he's being watched.

I follow him everywhere he went.

Just then,

I can't believe I'm a stalker.

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