Disclaimer: I do not own fruits basket, or any characters mentioned, hell if I did, Ren and Shigure would go to hell and poor akki would find some peace.
SPOILER WARNING: for book eleven, and if you can read into things… err up to book 20.
A/N ah well, my first ever fruits basket AKA furuba fan fiction, I have this thing about depressing stories at the moment.
Please read and review, some feed back would be great appreciated, it's not my best work ever, but I wrote it while looking for pictures on DA, reading fan fics and supposedly doing homework…….. hmmm o, oh and I wrote it in about ten minutes… I type slow…..
How to save a life
I remember, the pain, the abandonment. I can't breath, they should love me, they are supposed to love me, why don't they love me?
I am the God; we are bound together by an ancient curse, but the bond is fading. They wish to leave me, to betray me. All of them. He left me, the one before me, he told me I would never be alone, he was wrong, he lied. She, she never lied, I hated her, I still do, she hated me, she still does. Why does she hate me so, why could she not accept me, why could I not be me, who I see myself as, when will I look at my reflection, and see who I am inside. But what would I see, am I anything more than that, am I a person, one with a right to live, to breathe, to walk among the crowds. Or am I just the God.
Shigure said he loved me, he said he loved me more than anyone, did he mean it, does he really love me, did he ever. If he does, what is love, is it pain, is love the power to hurt someone , the power to break someone beyond repair, have I ever been loved.
How do you save a life, how do you save yourself, how to save a life, is it simple. Does anyone want to save me, do they even know me to save me.
Is it love, how do you love, what makes you loved, is there anyone to love me. Will there ever be, do I really love them, I don't even know what love is. Why do I even live, after all, what is life, if you are not loved?
A/N Well there you go, I hope you liked it