If I died...
Loveless: Angst
~Aoyagi Ritsuka~
My name is Aoyagi Ritsuka and I am a shadow of someone everyone else but me knows.....
'Ritsuka'. Who is he? How is he gone....Will he come back?
If I died...what would happen....What would people do? What would be said, and how would days go by?
If I died....My brother would come out of hiding to find me...and probably kill himself as well...to be with me....
If I died...Mother...She'd be left alone, and finally snap and be taken away....
If I died....Yuiko and everyone....They'd cry so much for me....They'd mope and carry on about me, and Yuiko would make everyone remember...heh, Yuiko...
If I died....Soubi....
That name makes my stomach turn, and yet it makes my heart feel heavy with regret.....I couldn't do anything when he finally walked out....leaving me....
+++++++++++++++++++++++++LOVE-LESS++++++++++++++++++++++++
The rain fell down upon me hard, soaking me to the bone....
The bridge I stood on seemed like an endless chasm, the wind nearly knocking me off....
I looked around, closing my eyes and stepping off....A hand encircles my wrist, jolting me back into a fuzzy embrace...
"Soubi..." I looked up, my eyes red with tears...I saw him, my savior, who pulled me from the deepest pit...into his loving arms.....
"Soubi, if I died...what would you do?" I asked the tall man holding me tight though he was getting soaked and I was shivering.
He looked at me. "I'd still continue to love you...Ritsuka."
I gazed at my Fighter, and hugged him tight. We stayed there till the rain stopped and the clouds parted bathing us in warm light.
As we walked, I thought to myself, 'I'm not going to die anytime soon...After all, Soubi's back, and I'm happy...'