Inner Working

Jazmine's POV

Can he see? Can he see how I feel about him? I love him so much. I loved him since the first time we meet. Even though he was kind of an asshole. He was so serious for his young age. He already had his heart on what wanted to do in his life. He is going the world.

I would follow him to hell and back. I wonder if he feels the same way about me. If he doesn't . Well I'll try to move on but I know I can't. He keeps me in reality. He helps me separate fantasy and reality. Maybe I'm his best friend I know he my best friend. I know Ceaser and Cindy, me and Huey are all Bff. But Huey and I have been close for so long. We're now eighteen years old and Seniors in high school. We never talked about are relationship. We never kissed but we been close. Every time I'm afraid he holds me and talks to me. He doesn't like show his emotion. But I get to see them.

He give me little smile when were alone. I get to look into his mahogany eyes. And he gives me look when he thinks I'm not paying attention. He knows I'll always have his back. And he has mine. He taught me some Martial Arts. I had to use once or twice. But when was guys messing with me, Huey takes care of it. He said, he'll always be there to protect me. When my parents are fighting, I can ask him to meet at our spot on the hill.

He always listen to my problem. Even how trivial they are. He lets me cry on his shoulder. I still have moments were I act liked a child but that rarely happens now.

When I see him it takes my breathe away. His looks are amazing. He no longer has a afro. Now his hair is so long that it just hangs down to his back.

With the Kung-Fu and everything he just so damn sexy now real talk. His body is almost god like. He is just so damn sexy is all I can say. I loved looking at his body all summer when he came over my house to go swimming. That upper body of his is had my mouth watering all 3 months of the summer. I would love to see the rest of him. I mean I never seen him below the belt but I would love too. I wonder if he thinks about sex. So I can feel less perverted for thinking this way about my best friend.

God, I wonder if Huey knows he the center of my world. My everything. I would die if lose him.