Welcome to my anniversary short entitled Freeing the Other Part of Me this will be a short story added to the November/ December block.
This will be a set-up story to a future piece entitled A New Kind of Love that will debut very soon, as always check the Degrassi saviors website for the most up to date information. This weekend I celebrate three years as a member of the fan-fiction community thanks for the support I hope to keep bringing readers good stories.
Warning This story deals with the topic of S&M style relationships i.e.: it will be a bit smutty and a bit out there consider that your warning.
Just as a reminder the November & December schedules are posted on my page on the Degrassi saviors' website.
Disclaimer I do not own Degrassi all characters belong to respective owners no copyright infringement intended I only own the plot.
Here are the important notes to keep in mind some of the notes will be more pertinent to A new kind of Love.
This takes place in October of Clare's junior year she broke up with Eli in August.
Adam is alive and dating Maya they have been together since July Cam did die but Dallas doesn't exist
Drew is dating Katie they are childhood friends turned lovers he never dated Bianca but they are close friends she is currently single after being freed from Vince she is single.
Alli is dating Jenna they have been together since mid-August they are in a Dom/sub relationship Alli is Jenna's sub, Clare knows they're dating but doesn't know about the Dom/Sub aspect of their relationship.
Jake doesn't exist Helen is single.
Imogen is single she won't date Fiona but they are friends
Any other important info will either be covered in story or in the notes for A new Kind of Love.
Chapter1 Freeing the other Part of Me
"Fuck!" Clare exclaimed as she woke up from a rather explicit dream this was the fourth night in a row she was roused from her sleep with such a dream.
Clare had been broken up with Eli for a little more than two months now but for the past ten days she had been having really hot dreams that had left her a sweating and sexually frustrated mess but she couldn't figure out why.
Clare was beginning to grow increasingly upset not because she was having sex dreams but because of the type of sex dreams she has spent a little while documenting and trying to decipher the meaning behind her dreams.
As the nights wore on it seemed like the dreams would hotter but she couldn't piece together what they meant.
In her latest dream Clare was in an unknown room naked strapped face down to a black leather covered table with her arms spread wide and a butt plug inside her, this was the hottest of the dreams to date because the butt plug that was in her for the past three dreams had been removed and she was spanked with a paddle and then pounded with a strap-on from behind until she was worn out at which point she woke up wet.
Clare didn't have firsthand experience with sex toys but had seen some in a few shops at the mall which sparked somewhat of a curiosity in them.
After each dream Clare would write down small details about her dream such as the way the room was setup and the way it smelled of vanilla and cinnamon along with two phrases "Knowing her will set you free don't be scared embrace both her and me."
It wasn't until her fifth dream that Clare was able to decipher that the person giving her the blissful treatment was a female but try as she might she was never able to see the face of her pleasure dispenser which added to her frustration.
After she finishing writing down the notes from her dream Clare stripped her bed changed her sheets and went to take a shower and get ready for school since she had to be up in half an hour anyway.
While in the warmth of the shower Clare decided that she would need help to find the meaning of the dreams and she knew the only people she felt comfortable enough to share something this out there with were Alli and Jenna partly because her two closest female friends and they were currently in a relationship and since this was a kinky dream she could think of no better people to turn to since they would always make what she assumed were jokes about kinky sex that often went over her head.
After getting dressed and grabbing her bag Clare sent a text to Jenna and Alli asking if they could meet up at Alli's without being disturbed by Alli's parents.
Luckily for Clare Alli told her that her parents were already gone and they were free to talk.
Clare went to the kitchen where she noticed Helen heading towards the door about to leave for work which allowed Clare to head to Alli's without having to deal with her mother's constant questions.
Since Helen had become so engrossed in her work as a public relations manager for a big education enrichment group which consumed her she paid minimal attention to Clare making her feel as if she was raising herself at times which made her feel abandoned her breakup just compounded the feeling.
Once Clare heard Helen leave she grabbed a power-bar a water and her backpack which she made sure to put her dream notes in as she made her way to Alli's.
As Clare made her way over to Alli and Jenna's she began to think of how she would approach such a subject without dying from embarrassment.
When Clare finally reached Alli's she took a deep breath in and rang the doorbell.
After a few moments Alli came to the door dressed in dark blue jeans a black long sleeve shirt that had a thin collar which displayed a black leather diamond embedded collar like piece of neck wear that had the initials JAEL which were done in diamonds which happen to stick out to Clare, she made a note to ask about the neck piece at a later time.
"Hey Clare come in." Alli said leading her up to her bedroom.
Just as Clare was about to enter the room Alli pulled her back.
"Alli what are you doing?"
"Sorry Clare just wait a second I'll get us in the right way".
Clare was puzzled but allowed Alli to do as needed Alli pushed the door open and took a knee.
"Lady Jenna pet requests permission to enter."
Jenna looked up from packing her backpack which was on Alli's bed and smiled.
"Enter Allia and take your place beside me."
Alli did as instructed as Clare was amazed at how Alli obeyed and took her place beside Jenna now Clare stood before her two closest female friends with more questions than answers.
Clare watched as Jenna then snapped her fingers twice as Alli removed her current leather neck wear placed it in a black case closed it went over to side table and retrieved a gold necklace which had a gold heart shaped pendant attached to it hanging from its gold chain from yet another case and put it on after which she went back to Jenna kissed her on the lips and again stood next to her.
Clare was amazed at the actions she had just seen Jenna flawlessly made Alli execute some sort of ritual without any form of rebuttal.
Jenna snapped her fingers again which caused Alli to silently nod.
"So Clare what did you want to talk to us about?" Alli asked.
"Well ever since I broke up with Eli I've been having these weird dreams and can't figure out what they mean I thought the two of you could help me out."
"Fine Clare what are these dreams about exactly?" Alli asked feeling worried about Clare hoping she wasn't having a bout with over analysis again because she found that Clare was prone to such trouble.
"I think this would go smoother if I showed you instead of told you."
Clare reached into her bag and pulled out her dream book and handed it to Alli.
Alli took the book and glanced at the pages nodding as she turned each page.
Once Alli was done browsing through the book she gave the book to Jenna who gave the contents of the book a once over after which she closed the book gave it back to Clare who put the book away awaiting her friends' findings.
"So can you guys help me or not?" Clare asked getting a bit nervous.
Jenna flashed two fingers at Alli who repeated the gesture towards Jenna as they both nodded.
"Clare tell me something after waking up from these dreams how did you feel?"
"Honestly part of me was scared but part of me was intrigued I want to find out what the dreams mean if they mean anything at all."
"Okay what if I told you Alli and I know what the dreams mean and can help you understand them as well as yourself."
"I'd say I'm all for it."
Jenna and Alli shared yet another silent conversation after which they both turned to Clare.
"Clare if we help you understand these dreams and their meanings there is no going back there are things you'll find out about yourself that will shock you but you will also learn things about Alli and I that are very personal to us we're trusting you to keep what you learn between us".
"I can do that you have my word this stays between us."
"Good we'll do this in small steps the first thing that we'll let you in on is that the Clare Edwards you are now is only a small piece of you really are if you stick with us we'll show you a piece of yourself you never knew existed."
Clare was intrigued when Jenna mentioned getting to know a part of herself she hadn't known yet she was eager to find out what other pieces of information Alli and Jenna were going to share with her.
"So I'm curious how will you two show me this other side I don't know yet?"
"That will take time Clare for now just act as normal as possible we'll let you know more when the time is right now we have to move if we want to beat the breakfast rush at the Dot." Alli stated as the trio gathered their things and headed for Alli's car.
Once they were at the car Clare noticed Alli opened the passenger door for Jenna as she rode shotgun beside Alli who took the driver seat while Clare took the backseat again having another question pop into head this time what was the secret conversation about with Alli and Jenna and what exactly did they mean when they told her that they knew what her notes meant and would tell her in time?"
Once the trio made it to the dot they were greeted by Drew and Katie who greeted both Alli and Jenna by each creating half a heat with their hands and joining them together after which they shared a group hug broke it and proceeded to order their food since Alli and Jenna knew Clare's order they picked it up while Clare waited at a table.
As Clare watched the encounter she could not help but be a bit curious as to what if any connection Katie and Drew had to Alli and Jenna to her knowledge she didn't see any connection between the group directly except for Alli and Drew's past.
For Clare it seemed for every answer she thought she uncovered she got hit with ten more questions.
Once Jenna and Alli returned to the table Clare decided to put the chaotic morning and the thoughts of her dreams on the backburner for now however she now knew she was all in when it came to getting to know the other half of herself.
Next update will be up ASAP including Clare starting her journey and finding out answers pertaining to the extent of Alli and Jenna's relationship.