All or Nothing or Everything?

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This fanfiction in going to be a few chapters.

Jyder. (:

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I don't know how it happened. One minute, we're fighting. Another minute, we're kissing. It made no sense at all.

Let me rewind a few days. The day that I found out the identity of Katie. My internet catfisher.

I always had a little thought in my mind that it was Unique, but I never thought it was true. I thought I was just wrong. I was actually hoping that it wouldn't be Unique. Not that I don't think she/he is cool, but that I kind of wanted it to be somebody else.

Marley Rose.

At first, when Marley came up and told me it was her, I was mad. But, I soon got over it. The plan was, be mad, kiss her. Kiss her. KISS HER. BUT, that part never came. Because stupid Unique had to come out and say it was her/him.

I was mad that she made Marley come up and say it was her, I was mad that it wasn't Marley, I was mad that Unique waited until now to tell me it was her. I wanted to scream at Unique for screwing everything up.

Seriously, dude. Make up your mind. I mean, feud week, you pretty much hated me. But then, you loved me? It was too confusing for my taste.

Glee club the day after Regionals wasn't the funnest, considering it was my last time there. They threw me a huge goodbye party, even though I thought it was ridiculous. I hated when people made too big of a deal about me.

First, my dyslexia, everyone hugged me and told me how much of a 'fighter' I was. Dyslexia makes it hard to read and write, it wasn't gonna kill me. Now, me leaving? Sheesh.

The only reason they threw this party for me, was to make me feel guilty about leaving. Those bastards.

Artie threw a party hat on my head, and Mr Schuester had noise makers. Why would party hats and noise makers be acceptable at a goodbye party? It was ridiculous.

The lyrics 'For he's a jolly good fellow!' would be stuck in my head all weekend. Uch. I was pretty convinced that they were kind of happy that I was leaving. Except for Jake for some reason.

He actually seemed pretty upset.

Whatever.

Shouldn't this party be for Brittany? She was going to MIT, not just quitting Glee club. We might never see her again, and they are throwing me a party? It made no sense.

I remember seeing Marley comforting Unique. Must be upset that I was leaving. Whatever, it was her fault I was going anyways. I couldn't spend that much time with Unique, considering what happens in this club.

If you have a crush on somebody, you pretty much all the time get together with them. Sam and Brittany, Jake and Marley, and if I stayed, Unique and me most likely.

There would be no fighting it. Everyone would force us to 'talk out our feelings' and 'communicate' and all that shit. I don't have any kinds of feelings towards Unique, except for hate.

I think that may be why some people don't like Glee club. They just don't want to date anybody. Except for the Cheerio's and Football players.

But I don't count in the date able football player category. Nobody wants to date a dyslexic, football playing, singing, Justin Bieber lookalike. I wouldn't date me.

But, for some reason, Unique wants me. Maybe its because I'm sweet, and not too bad on the eyes. I'll never know, because I'm never talking to her again.

I also remember seeing Kitty and Sugar eyeing me up, like they were going to feed on my flesh. Were they mad? Probably, but that's an understatement. They hated that I was leaving. Kitty and me joined together, and I know that she's mad that I didn't keep my promise about staying. And Sugar, well, I don't really understand why Sugar was mad.

Maybe she thought I was cute? But wait, she liked Artie, didnt she? Or did Kitty like Artie? Whatever. Glee club is confusing like that.

I saw Blaine and Sam chatting about something completely irrelevant, and everyone else was either singing, or talking to there friends.

Wasn't this my party? Weren't they supposed to be talking to me? Weren't they supposed to be saying their goodbyes to me? Not like I cared or anything.

I looked around the party room and saw Jake stumbling over to me. Was he drunk? When he got to me, I could smell the toxic alcohol covering his body. That answers that question.

"Hey Ryder." He said, in almost a whisper. I flinched at the smell of his breath. It was horrid. "Dude. Breath mint " I stepped back, and breathed in the fresh air, that didn't have Jake's breath lurking in it.

"Y-You shouldn't l-leave." He grabbed my shoulders. I raised my eyebrow. What did he mean by that? I shouldn't leave. He's hated me since the day I stepped into this room, and now he didn't want me to leave? Psh, don't leave, my ass.

He didn't want me to stay. I kissed his girlfriend, he couldn't want me here. "Whatever man. You know, your little girlfriend might be mad that you're drinking." I crossed my arms and looked at him sternly.

"Screw Marley. She isn't even with me right now so who cares?" He looked behind him and saw Marley with Unique. "I don't want to d-date her. I w-want you." Even though he was drunk, I couldn't help but think. Was he being serious? Does he want me? Really?

I just played it off as nothing. "Shut up man." I pushed his shoulder gently, but not hard enough to make him fall over. "I'm serious. You-You're hot." I rolled my eyes. He was being stupid. And very, very difficult.

I saw Mr Schuester sitting at the piano about to start another rendition of 'For He's a jolly good fellow!'. "Listen dude, lets leave." I whispered to him. He grinned devilishly and we ran out the door before I could hear another version of that horrible song.

Well it wasn't horrible. It's just that something goes off in your head after hearing the same song a million times in a row, by the exact person. My person was Mr Schuester singing that damn song. He was a great singer, but I can only listen to him sing that song so many times.. Whenever he started a new rendition, I wanted to destroy everything he loved.

Including that damn piano.

I looked to my left and saw Jake laying on the ground, laughing. Was he high too? "Dude get up." I kicked him lightly in the stomach. He just groaned. I sighed and sat on the ground beside him. I took his hands in mine and pulled him up.

I made sure to check out his eyes before he turned away. Yeah, they were bloodshot. He was high. "I-I can't go home Ryder. I'll st-start crying again." He confessed to me. Cry about what? Me? No, couldn't be me..

"You can come over to my house tonight." I pretty much draped him over my shoulder to get him to finally move. "Hey!" I heard a voice say. Shit. Our cover was blown. I turned around slowly, Jake still on my shoulders. Kitty was standing at the door.

"And where do you think you're going?" She asked, raising both of her eyebrows. "Home. I can't stand this lame party." I let go of Jake, and let him fall to the floor. "Just tell Schuester that Jake wasn't feeling well." I begged of her.

"Whats in it for me?"

Did there have to be something in it for her? Of course. It was Kitty. She lives for getting stuff in return. What did she want?

"What do you want?"

She seemed to ponder that for a moment. "Ooh! I know! You tell everyone that you're gay!" Kitty squealed. "Okay, okay. Whatever." I agreed. Like I was going to do that though. I wasn't gay. At all.

She pretty much screamed at how excited she was. She ran in, and when she was out of sight, I turned around. I saw Jake lingering down the hallways. "Jake!" I chased after him, and grabbing him, slowing him down.

I let him go and watched as his face went blank. "What now?"

He pointed in front of him. "Don't you see it Ryder? It's a fire breathing dragon!" I had to admit, Jake high was pretty damn funny. I looked down the hall and saw a picture of a dragon. At least he wasn't completely lost.

"Lets go, buddy." I pushed him forwards, but he wouldn't co-operate. "No! The dragon might light us on fire!" He shouted. I slammed my hand against his mouth so nobody in the other room would hear us.

I grabbed him and threw him over my shoulder again. This time I ran down the hallway, and out the doors. When we got outside, I could feel him start to shiver. "Chilly." He told me, his teeth chattering.

I pushed him towards my car, and threw him in the back seat. "Why are we leaving the school? Everyone's going to die! The dragons going to kill them all!" He screamed out, actually sounding scared.

"Jake, nobody is going to die." I started up the car and headed straight to my house. "Boom!" He shouted, making my swerve the car. Luckily, traffic that night wasn't terrible, so I didn't hit anything or anybody.

"What the hell dude?!" I shouted back to him.

"That was the school exploding! Good job Ryder! YOU'VE KILLED EVERYONE!" He started to weep hysterically, to which I rolled my eyes.

This would be a long night.

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