Heyyyy guys!!! ok before you ask, I'm writing a novel (yeah I know its NEVER gonna get finished) anywayz I am writing the novel backwards. And I stole this chapter form on of the last chapters in my book from which Andy (the girl) and Logan (the boy) break up. Obviously I've changed stuff around to fit in with Deltora.
And it seems that the only way I can write these fanfics is if I make the characters all OOC.
Soooo, hope you enjoy it!!! This is dedicated to Emily Rodda who made one of the moste AWESOMENESS BOOKS OUT THERE!!!! love you lots!!!
xoxoxox Emilijah and the girls
"Jasmine, could I talk to you for a minute?"
Lief stood in the doorway. It had been a couple of days, but he had finally recovered fully. After the ols attacked, we thought He was discharged from the hospital only yesterday and he was already in the middle of all the preparations.
I looked at Ranesh and Marilen. They nodded their head's, I could leave the Shadow lord planning to them.
"Sure"
He gestured for me to follow him. We walked for a while. He didn't say anything and he didn't touch me at all, which was rather odd. The strange thing was I missed it. I used to find it annoying but now I miss the comforting weight of his arm around my shoulders or hips, or the warmth of his giant hand when it encased my own.
We stopped in the garden, just outside from my room.
"How lovely, the flowers are in bloom. Which one is your favourite? Mines the yellow one in the corn….."
"Jasmine." He cut me off. There must be something wrong. He never talked to me like that.
"I asked you to come here because I wish to tell you that we can no longer see each other romantically"
What??? My heart shattered into a million pieces. I sank to the ground.
"Hahaha, you're joking."
"This isn't a joke Jasmine. You see, I live in a world where you don't belong. In fact, from where I stand, you don't even exist. You wouldn't even be able to tie my shoes."
This was a cruel twist of fate. I had finally opened up my heart to someone and it got……
I can't take this. I don't deserve this. I stood up.
"You can't do this to me. I have given you all of what I have to give. I'm sorry, your highness, if it isn't enough. But, know this." I sneered the first half, but my expression softened. I edged closer to him. He stepped away. I moved closer again and soon his back was against my house's wall.
"If you don't love me, know that I will always love you. Even when you don't know I exist, I will still be here, loving you. Even when the rest of the world hates you, I will still love you. No matter what you say," I started to walk backwards, screaming the words to him as tears flooded down my face. "No matter what you do, you will never be rid of me."
I walked off then. I couldn't look at this boy's, no man. Yes, I couldn't look at this man's face no more. He meant the world to me, but he shattered my heart. And I didn't want to be around him for much longer. I ran up the steps to my house. I ran through the front door and slammed it shut.
My room was on the right, as soon as you went down the hall. It didn't take me long to get there. And when I did, I collapsed onto the bed. I couldn't believe the nerve of what he did to me. No he was perfect. It was me. I did something wrong. When I stopped crying, (which seemed like it would never happen), I would write a letter of apology. For I wronged him in every way. But as I drenched the pillow, I couldn't help but think of all the times people had told me of love:
My mother told me it was a glorious thing. That it made you feel special and beautiful.
Marilen told me that you don't go looking for love. Love finds you.
Doom told me that when I find that someone, they will stay with you forever, no matter what.
Nobody told me that love hurts. Nobody told me that when you are heart-broken, it makes you feel all alone.
Kree flew in the window, with a message attached to his leg.
"I would leave if I were you. Nobody wants you here. KL"
KL. King Lief. I cried even more. I started to pack my things. I didn't take a lot. I only grabbed the things that I would need in the wild. As I passed my desk, I saw the picture I had there. Of Barda, Lief and I. Laughing. More tears streamed down my face. Kree looked even more disturbed and Filli chattered in my ear.
"They don't want me here." I whispered to them. I wrote a quick message for everyone and I ran out the door. I ran so quickly that nobody noticed me. I dropped a letter off in each room, saving Lief's room last.
He was asleep on his desk, his head resting on the paperwork.
"I always said you worked to hard Lief."
I moved some hair from his face and kissed his forehead. He grumbled my name and sighed. I left the note on his desk hoping that someday, someday soon, I will see him again.
As I ran out the front doors of the castle, I thought I heard an agonized scream that sounded like Lief.
Screaming "JASMINE!"
Ohhhhhhhh, cliffy. Ok just so you know this is probably gonna be one of those chapter stories that I never finish. The people that have read my stories before know this. :)
Plz review and tell me what you think!!!! Okkkk time to go to bed now. GOODMORNING EVERY1 it is 20 to 1 in the morning here in Australia so... yer better get some sleep....
Luvvv Emilijah and the girls xoxoxox
