Thank you for reading this it is a love story that I've had on my mind the whole year. It is a drarry fic that I hope you like. Pease review I want to know what you guys think of it. Hope you enjoy!

Warning: there is sexually explicit content in this story. It is only for mature readers. There is a lot if smut and slash in the story.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters I write about blah blah blah. You guys know how it goes. But I thank J.K Rowling for creating these beautifully gay characters.

This is a story about Draco and Harry learning that they are gay and that they are in love with each other. And about the challenges they face along the way. It takes place about 4 years after the battle and Harry and Ginny finally got married but is it real? lots of smut and slash for all you people who enjoy that. There may be some heterosexual sex in some if the chapters. Mostly with Ginny and Harry but Draco will get into Pansy's pants at least once. Thank you for reading I hope you like it.

I kissed her so passionately I felt like it was the only thing I would ever want to do. I slowly placed gentle kisses in her neck caressing the sides of her face. We had been the golden couple for a month now and finally we get to have golden sex. I stroked my hand through her beautiful red hair. I went right back up to get lips and kissed her with a certain fierceness that I had never used before. Suddenly she pulled back and whispered in my ear " I'm scared. I don't think we should do this.

That was what I hated about her. Every time we starters trouble have sex she would push me away. " You're right" I lied. I should push her down and take why I want I thought. No she would never come back to me. She suddenly ran out of the room screaming " I'm sorry Harry!"

I stood there dumbstruck. Did she not want me? Was our marriage ever real? Dies she feel what I feel? I couldn't stop thinking about her what if she didn't ever love me was my biggest question. I stayed ion bed for the rest of the night. Not sleeping just thinking. Why was she sorry? I fell asleep with that question in my mind.

Harry awoke from his slumber to see his wife staring down at him. He looked away and said hello but not in a friendly manner. " I have trip get to work" I said there was no truth in that. Even Ginny knew Harry did not work on Saturday.

Ginny randomly broke into tears. "I'm sorry" she kept saying. What did it even mean. 3 death eaters suddenly appeared out of nowhere. " I'm so sorry Harry" she whispered.

"Run" I whispered back. She ran as fast as she could heading for the door when a figure with flowing blonde hair. It was Lucius Malfoy. "As Ginny ran he yelled "Avada kedavra." Ginny's body fell to the ground limo and sprawled out over the floor. "What the fuck is wrong with you, you evil bastard." I reached for my wand preparing for a duel. He simply moved it out of my reach.

"My problem is that my son keeps obsessing about you. I think he's in love with you and you don't even notice. All you wanted was the she-weasel And now that she is out of the way you can focus on my son." he said in a very nonchalant way. He was being so fucked up right now. How could Draco love me or even like me.

"You sick little bastard!" Was all I could get out before they shot any spell curse or charm they knew. It was all directed at me. Snape's curse though that came from Lucius hit me right on the chest. I fell off the bed hoping that I would survive.

I woke up with a face standing right above me. Ginny was my first thought but then I noticed the platinum blonde hair and the steel grey eyes. Draco fucking Malfoy. Ginny was killed because of that bitch. I reached up to strangle him but there were binds on my hands preventing me from doing so.

"Don't even try Potter." he said gently but said my name with a certain hatred. This was his fault though not mine. I should be able to kick his ass. I was an Auror. I had to get back to work or at least see Hermoine and Ron. I wonder if they heard about Ginny's death. I started to sob at the last thought. Ginny, my wife, was dead and wage would never come back. "Hold still Potter. Don't worry about Ginny. She will be fine."

"She can never be fine Malfoy because she is dead! And it's all your fault." I sobbed some more so hard he gave up and left the room. I stayed on my back the entire time just sobbing. I noticed that I was at St. Mungos and that Draco was one if the Healers. That was even worse. Had he always been a healer? Last I heard he was a respected potions master. After an hour or two if my horrible realizations I finally fell asleep but had the most disturbing dream ever.

I was sucking Draco's cock and it was very large. I licked it up and down a few times until finally taking the head inside my mouth. The worst part though was that I wasn't being forced. I moved my mouth up and down slowly engulfing his shaft. It was starting to twitch and I could feel his orgasm in my mouth. I was able to swallow every last drop and then I came all over my stomach. Then I realized where this was happening. We were in the hospital. I suddenly woke when he was about to whisper something to me.

"Ugh you jizzed all over me mate." Ron said covered in my sticky white cum. Hermoine was there too with an equal amount if cum on her. I tried to say sorry but I couldn't get it out if my mouth. My friends had just watched me cum. They cast a cleansing spell on themselves asked him what happened at their home. He told them about the death eaters and the killing of his wife which was a very painful subject home him. He sobbed the entire time and after the story was over they told him that they would visit again soon and they disapparated leaving Harry on the bed staring at the ceiling thinking about Draco.

Sorry that it's short i'll try and put one out next Thursday and again please review. I will start a new story (probably a drarry but I don't know) will be posted on Saturday maybe.