I was sitting outside on our little porch reading a book when i felt two strong arms wrap around me. I turned around to see Alex staring down at me with a big smile on his face. I smiled and kissed him and turned around to read again. Before I could read anything though, he picked me up. I squealed and started laughing at him. He carried me inside of the cabin which is now our home. Today is the day I lost my mother, so Alex is doing everything he can to make me happy. I'm trying to hide it, but I have lost it three times already just this morning. I've also gotten really sick this past week so I've thrown up a lot this morning. I feel bad because I've been trying to take medicine but I can never keep anything down and I don't know why. I feel fine besides that. I layed my head on his chest and breathed in his scent. I feel like it was yesterday that we met at the Church of Angels. I never thought I would love him that day. I honestly thought he would take me home and everything would be fine, but we were on the run. We know it's all over but we are still very hesitant over everything we do. We really want kids, but we are afraid of what would happen because of where I am half angel and he is human. We don't know if it would be ok or not. We could ask Sebastian since he is married now and I am sure they have a kid now. I never bring it up to Alex though because of what he might do. If I ever end up pregnant, then maybe we can see. Alex set me down and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he picked me up. We didn't push it too far though. The most that happened was that we were in a deep make out session and he had his hand up the back of my shirt. I felt bad because it was me who said I didn't want to take it there. I didn't say why but he understood. It's not like we haven't done it before, it's just I want to make sure that I'm not pregnant because I actually feel like I am. Later on that day I go to the store to get groceries. I slip in a couple of pregnancy tests and stick them in my jacket pocket once I get in the car. When I got home I went straight to the bathroom and did as the instructions told me. I looked at the tests with wide eyes. Both of them. Two lines. Alex knocks on the door and says, "You setting up camp in there or something?" I slowly open the door knowing my face is as white as snow. Alex looks at me kind of weird and says, "Willow, is everything-" he looks down at the tests. He quickly grabs them and looks from them back to me multiple times. "Is this a good or bad thing?" He asks. I look up at him kind of scared. I say quietly, "I don't know. Is being pregnant a good or bad thing to you?" His straight face turned into a big smile. He started laughing and picked me up and spun me around. The knot in my stomach disappeared and I hugged him really tight. He put me down after a few seconds and kissed me for a long time. When we finally broke our kiss, he put his forehead against mine and whispered, "I love you so much." I kissed him and said, "I love you too." He barely put his hand on my stomach and said, "We are going to do everything we can to give our child the best we possibly can." I nodded. I was kind of scared but I was also extremely happy. I promised myself that I would do everything in my power to keep my baby happy and to be the best mother I could be. I will always love him/her with all of my heart no matter what happens. Alex and I will be the best parents we can be.