A.N- This is my first fan fiction I hope you like it. I have horrible grammar so I'll make sure to triple check my work, but if I don't see some of my mistakes sorry!

Disclaimer-unless I can mysteriously transform into Stephanie Meyer I don't own Twilight (tear)

Letting Go

It's been two years since the Volturi came, they come visit every two months to make sure Nessie hasn't eaten anybody yet. Funny two years ago I despised the little twerp. Now since she's always hanging around Jake I guess I've got attached to her. She's only three but she has the body and mind of a twelve year old, her powers are actually cool. We've been hanging out more lately since her parents have been fighting. Who would have thought that the bloodsuckers would have marriage problems? They used to make me sick; they couldn't keep their hands off each other. Now I hear they can't even stay in the same room for more than ten minutes without almost ripping each others throats out.

I haven't aged, I probably never will because I'll probably never imprint. I've changed my attitude since then, I try to make it easier for my pack mates especially since Embry and Quil have joined. They have also started to treat me like an actual sister instead of some cold harpy who just likes to make their lives hell. I've warmed up to all of them and I love them like brothers. I haven't totally changed since then, I'm still bitter but a better bitter.

I mean come on I'm a genetic dead end no one wants me. Plus I'm still so hung up on Sam, I hate being this way but I don't think anyone will love me the way he did. If it wasn't for that whore Emily I would have my happy ending. Sam and I would probably be married, I wouldn't have phased in front of my dad when he said her name, so he would be alive, and I wouldn't be a genetic dead end so I would actually be able to have kids. I don't think I'll ever be over him.

I haven't been to the leaches house in since the day the Volturi came, but Nessie wants me to come over today, for the first time in two years I'm going to the bloodsucker's home. I'm not excited about it but ever since I've been a wolf I haven't worn anything girly so I went shopping and I took a nice long bath. I've straightened my hair with now comes to the middle of my back with shaggy bangs. I'm wearing a very frilly dress with blue and purple flowers on it, my new pair of black pumps and 3 beige bangles. I've curled my eyelashes and put on red lipstick and clear gloss. I look in the mirror this is the best I've looked in a long time.

I hear a knock at my door and I got down stairs to open it. It's Nessie.

WOW! Leah you look really pretty

Thanks I thought I would dress girly today

You sure did a good job Aunt Alice would be so proud

Well come on Jakes waiting

When we got to the car jake's mouth was hanging wide open

What!!

It's just you look so pretty

Thanks Jake

Well here we go to the Cullen's

A.N-so I just wanted to give you guys a taste of this story I want to make sure you like this chapter before I start anything else even though I have great ideas for this story. P.S don't think just because Leah's nicer and decides to dress better that she's changed because she's sill bitter

Make me happy R&R