This is a small songfic for the chapter The End in New Moon. I've had this idea in my head for a while and I finally have a chance to get it down.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, New Moon, or the song Promise by Matchbook Romance.
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me."
"You…don't…want me?"
"No."
Those words hurt horribly. She just wanted to forget everything and run away with him, but…he didn't want her.
He didn't want her.
And now the stars
aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why
does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These
wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and
make it right
"Take care of yourself."
She followed him, hoping to stop him. But it was impossible. She knew that. She laid there on the ground, staring into darkness.
There were no stars, no moon. No…there was a moon.
A new moon.
I feel like I lost
everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to
have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not
making this easy
He promised. He promised he would stay with her.
"As long as that was best for you,"
Forever. That's what was best for her.
But now he was gone. And he was never coming back.
She shuddered as the rain started to beat down on her. It didn't matter.
Nothing mattered anymore.
I never thought I'd
be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I
feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what
it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should
know,
You're not making this easy
She was being carried…Carried back home.
"She just keeps saying 'He's gone.'"
She had said that out loud. But it was the truth. He was gone. No matter how much she begged him not to leave her.
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me
go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll
never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll
never let go
Make this last forever
"How could she believe me? After all the thousand times I've told her I loved her, how could she let one word break her faith in me?"
He was angry. He never dreamed she would believe him so easily. It pained him to know that she truly believed he did not love her.
She had made the regret of lying so much harder for him.
I feel like I lost
everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to
have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not
making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not
making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making
this easy
She stumbled up to her room and hastily looked in her CD player.
It wasn't there.
She turned to find the album where she'd left it. She slowly opened it to find the first page blank.
He took everything that would be proof he existed away.
She had nothing.
She slowly fell to the floor, but not losing consciousness. Her breathing became ragged. She closed her eyes. The pain pulling her under.
She would not resurface.
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you…
Another hard one for me to write, but, again, I'm proud of it. As usual, please review.
