AN: Please go listen to the song Wind's Wreck by myujii on Youtube if you can while reading this, it helps set the tone for the story. I do not own Homestuck.

The world stopped for me that day…

The heavens wept mockingly as I stood before three crudely crafted crosses mounted on top of three mounds respectively. It was unfair, so unfair… Why did they have to sacrifice themselves to save me? Now I'm alone…

All alone…

I would have to leave soon but, I didn't want to move, I wanted to be with them. I wanted to go home. I would give anything if it meant seeing them again. I don't want to keep going. What's there left to fight for anymore…? Everything that I cherished was gone, wretched away from my grasps the moment I set my hands on that damn game. And now, it was all gone…

I laughed bitterly, so this is what it feels like to be abandoned. To truly be alone…

Someone messaged me on my glasses. The usually shouty gray text was quiet, I knew he was watching…

"Let's go…"

I reluctantly left the graves of my friends behind… The only reason I had to keep going… Now, I felt empty… Devoided of all emotions as I left the final pieces of my former life behind. For the first time, I cried… Because when I would come back… They'll be gone… Erased from existence once the world reset itself to its beginning. The people I loved so dearly, will be nothing but a memory… I choked back my sobs as I looked to the sky, screaming at the cruel god that kept toying with me…

I didn't want to keep going… But I was forced to. I had to keep walking down this path, alone, in shadows as it grew darker and darker.

I could only pray… That a merciful end would come soon…

AN:

Oh man, I cried/sobbed writing this. I'm sad it couldn't completely capture what I was thinking though, I had done a drawing originally for the song and as they say, a picture is worth a thousand words. This fanfic could not even CONVEY what I felt when I was drawing the scene.

Anyways, thank you for reading. I know it's not that good (it's crap, let's face it) but hopefully, I'll improve with things like this.