My feet carried me as fast as they could manage to my dressing room but I knew that not even if I was as fast as the speed of light, it still wouldn't matter. Everyone saw what happened, it'd be all over the media tomorrow, I'll also be hearing it the last of it from management till my tombstone but that's not what mattered, not to me. He's what mattered and I may have just lost him due to my idiocy. Shoving people along my way, tumbling over the fallen props that still remained on the set floor but in the end I still reached my dressing room door, my chest heaving up and down while my breathing ragged.
Slamming the door behind me, I made my way towards the couch and threw myself onto it. I hated to let the fans along with the rest of cast and crew down but I just had to be alone right now. Had to clear my head before I could see him again. The way I was feeling, it was so wrong, why the fuck did I have to go around and think that, feel that? Why him? Why couldn't it be how everyone wanted it to be and be that way with Laura?
No of course it couldn't be that way with her because I had to go and be a dumbass and think about him in that way. I ran my hand through my hair, allowing my fingers to tangle in my bleach blonde tresses. Tossing to the side my eyes narrowed in a glare at a pillow that laid there, my hand curled up into a fist before I punched it. Slowly I heard my dressing room door creak open so silently that it was barely even audible. Not even bothering to check who it was I mumbled, "Get out of here."
That's when I felt a hand on my back slowly I turned to face the person, ready to snap at them for not listening to me. But as I turned around I felt my breath get caught in my through and my eyes slightly widen because there he was, right there kneeling down in front of me. "Calum," the name escaped my lips in a voice so soft and low I couldn't even believe it was my own. Before I could say anything else I felt his lips on mine, my lips responded back in a numbly, he pulled away a few seconds after and whispers, "Don't be scared Ross." With that he gets up and leave me there alone, alone and wondering.