Disclaimer: I do not own any characters or places of Camp Rock, or Camp Rock itself, they are all property of an amazing company called Disney.
Mitchie had always wondered what would of happened if there were more people in her life. If her mother didn't die when she was little, or if her father had actually been there, or if she had never of met Shane.
Sometimes I find myself wondering
If life had gone another way
Would I be here pondering?
What would have happened anyway?
Or would I be some other place
Staring danger in the face
But Mitchie realized that everything that had happened in her life made her who she really was. In a strange twisted way the death of her mom only made her stronger. It allowed her to become closer to her friends and to realize that her friends would always be there for her no matter what.
How can life be so hard
When we are all so young
So I am standing here in my yard
Wondering when it will all be done
I am thankful for my friends
So that I am not facing a different end
But what happens when her fiends all grow apart after a tragic accident? Some become heavy partiers and drinkers, while others throw themselves completely into their studies and/or their music. They all begin to close up inside leaving Mitchie to wonder what happened to change all of them for the worse, while Mitchie is just sitting there…wondering.
If we had not grown apart
Would I be with them
Or would she be with us
Oh sometimes I find my self wondering
What would have happened if
I had not let them break my heart
Everything that happened began to hit Mitchie hard, she lost weight, and would not eat. She would always think and wonder about that friend that got a way, hoping and wishing that there could have been a way for Mitchie to save her. But Mitchie's friends always came through for her. They pulled her out of her slump and helped her to get on with her life.
But if it were not for my friends today
Where I would be I could not say
I am lucky for them all
The help me up when I fall
Though sometimes they may not see
The breakdowns happening inside of me
I know they will always be there
For me no matter what, no matter where
My old friends would have never cared
Because they were all to worried
About their damn hair
What if Mitchie had been drinking and partying that night, would she be six feet under beside her friend. Or would she be a living vegetable in a hospital, being fed through tubes never to wake again. Mitchie might have never been able to figure out how much her friends really cared about her and how much they needed her and how much she needed them.
I wonder if I had changed
Would I have been there too
Drinking, partying, hurting
Killing myself slowly
Would I be in the hospital too
From almost drinking myself to death
Would I know who my true friends are
Or would they all be too high on meth
That they could not see their horrible mess
But then the bell rang and everyone began to move and Mitchie was jolted out of her day dream. The whole Camp Rock gang was waiting for her and Mitchie realized that everything she needed was right in front of her. It was no use to live in the past and wonder what could have been or should have been. Everything was so much better in the present; she had great friends, and a boyfriend who all loved her. Suddenly Mitchie realized that the past doesn't matter, it is the future that shapes your life.
But then I wake up and see
That everything is right in front of me
My family, my friends, my all
My friends will always be there
To catch me when I fall
Because I know they truly care
I love them all till' the end
I am thankful that they came
At a time when I was hurt and down
They came and helped me off the ground
So as I smiled and brushed the dirt off my knees
I laughed and cried but never let them see
That deep deep down
I still sometimes breakdown
Though I am thankful that I got out in time
And realized who my true friends really are
And that they are there for me
If and when I call
As Mitchie looked around she realized that she had everything that she would ever need. Her family.