DEAR DIARY,

I decide to buy this because MY FORBIDDEN LOVE will never happen but i cant bottle up my feeling's

I cant help but think WHAT IF

What if i was a boy Maybe SHE would like me ,

Maybe everything would be different

I should be the one who kisses her , holds her hand

I LOVE HER SO MUCH! it hurts

HER touch, smell, walk , and voice her pink lips so thin but plump

SHE'S so beautiful you just wanna stare the face's she makes are just so sexy

i never thought i would be bicurious

but who wouldnt if you had a chance with HER

but im happy being friend's with HER

but i sooo wanna be more she doesnt date only once i dont know why

because she so so hott sexy SHE'S everything someone could want

and ... that someone is me

he's my friend but i love her when they kiss i wanna kill him

but she hate's me something's never change or mayne they will

there's a projet where we have to write a song about anything

mine's is going to be about her

since there's noone every going to read this i'll say it

JADE I LOVE YOU , FROM YOUR HEAD TO YOUR TOE'S YOU BLACK BEAUTIFUL HAIR I WANNA COMB MY FINGER'S THROUGH IT HER MAKEUP IS SO DARK ... SEXY EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESNT NEED MAKEUP SHE SO PERFECT I DO WANNA BE LIKE HER ACTUALLY I DONT I WANNA MARRY HER AND GROW OLD WITH HER I WANNA KISS HER TILL I CAN'T BREATH BUT I KNOE IT'S JUST A FANTSY BUT I DO LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART THERE'S NOTHING MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN HER SHE'S MY HEAVEN BUT SHE'S THE HORIZEN AND IM THE MOON SO BEAUTIFUL BUT NEVER TO BE TOGETHER I RATHER DIE THAN MARRY ANYONE ELSE SO THAT'S WHY I STAY SINGLE I DATE EVERY NOW AND THEN TO MAKE HER JEAUOLS BUT IT NEVER WORKS

I GUESS IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN

LOVE ,

VICTORIA Jasmine Vega