alright, hello and welcome to my first poem. Hope you will enjoy it.
Warning: Contains Yaoi, Boyxboy, some slight curse-language and most likely grammar and spelling mistakes
Disclaimer: I own nothing, unfortunately...
1. Making You Hate Me From The Start.
Hichigo Shirosaki
Your eyes are so cold
They burn me
Your voice is so soft
Yet it cuts me
Whenever you look my way
you look right threw me
Whenever your calling me
You need my power
Yet you've never wanted me,
Hated me from the very start
For the reason that I'm alive
It's not like I wanted to be
I was born from your darkness and pain
Serving the Yang of you and your light
Fighting and trying to kill you
only to take over and survive
Is it so wrong for me to want to taste freedom
To feel the only emotion I can?
It's not my fault I'm darkness
and the darkness never has any light
Your eyes are so cold when you look at me
They burn holes in me
Your voice is so soft when you talk to others
and it cuts me, known it aint for me
Whenever you look my way
you look right threw me
Whenever your calling me
You need my power to not die
Yet you've never wanted me,
Hated me from the start
For the reason that I'm alive
It's not like I wanted to be.
It's not like I wanted to be born a hollow
To hide the fact that I can actually feel
The pain and heartache consuming me
but it's not like you'll ever care.
I am the horse who's fallen for it's king
and even though I hide it by insanity
I still feel the pain from the knowledge of rejection
the pain tearing at me, matching the always falling rain
Your words are of hate towards me
You're pointing our blade at me
I fight back the way I can,
I need to survive for a little longer, king
and I know it's my delusions and dreams that are not meant to be real
What I want is to feel your lips against mine
A dream I made sure to never become reality
I made sure that your eyes are so cold when you look at me,
So they burn holes in me
I made sure your voice is not soft for me
always for anyone but me
Whenever you look my way
you look right threw me
Whenever your calling me
You need my power to not die
Yet you've never wanted me,
Hated me from the start
For the reason that I'm alive
It's not like I wanted to be.
It's not like I wanted to be
And knowing your kindness would kill me
and Knowing I won't be able to talk without touching
I chose to lie to you
and make sure there would be no temptations for me
by making you hate me from the very start~