ok well I'm going to try better and oh my story well it has to do with real life because it is happening right now but with me and a friend and well, im going to make some stuff up because of course some of the stuff in later chapters won't happen and i'll probably never tell her how i really feel about her but hey that's love for you...
so yea um im going to try my best and if you could please just endure with my confusing writting i am a weirmal teenager (weird and normal put together.) not a nord (normal and weird) there is a difference so yeah enjoy i guess...
I always knew that I was not that interested in female but thought to ignore it and not believe of what sexuality I actually prefer…
Until my freshmen year in high school and I had started having these feelings of sensual desires towards male…
I became very infatuated with a certain blue headed scarf wearing even though it is like 85 degrees (Fahrenheit) outside man whom is in a certain 11th grade with the name of Kaito.
I had at first thought I had admired him from how he is, but then I had started to really notice him more than usual and become jealous of girls herding around him like a bunch of cats in heat, for crist sake's give him room to breathe!
The only person who was aware of this was my bubbly, energetic, violent, selfish sister, Rin. Then, while we were at a party of my sister's friend who had basically thrown one every weekend (she's pretty crazy with dyed green hair and always carrying an inflatable leek.) her name is Miku.
While we were there I had accidentally slipped out I am bi (yes bi I still like women but lean more to men.) to most of them and only Miku and Kaito over exaggerated everyone else knew before I even knew! It was embarrassing!
When I explained to both Miku and Kaito they finally understood and just when Miku was earshot away Kaito grabbed my wrist and pulled me in and said, "… I'm bi two…but don't tell anyone it's a secret, but I can trust you." From that I blushed a crimson red but quickly got over it so that he doesn't notice my feelings.
He then asked, "so Len what kind of guy's you into? No racism here, Black's, Hispanic's, White's, Asian's and any other kind I didn't mention…I don't really like black guys they are so hard to deal with." I thought for awhile before I thought of an answer and finally concluded with, "Asian's, or Hispanic's." and Kaito agreed with me on that.
On this day I knew I had a little bit of hope on my side with him being gay.
I was so happy I thought I died and went to heaven.
After he told me that he had started telling me more about things of his personal life and what not and me in exchange did the same we trusted each other very much and I had to suffer having to fall deeper in love with a guy who might not even return my feelings in the end.
i'll try to make my chapters longer come on it was just the opening...(of len's...)