I have only been in America three day's and already I love the change of scenery, it's so different from the palace, small I might admit but different.

I met Amelia today she didn't seen to want anything to do with me or been princess she just ran away, I wasn't shocked I guess, I just came right out and told the girl, not giving her a second to respond I handled it badly.

Tomorrow I am going over to her house to see her mother and to maybe work things out with Amelia, I may be a queen but I am also her grandmother I'm new to it, so I certainly don't want to ruin thing's right now, I know Philippe wanted us to meet he always said ''one day I will take you to meet her'' and secretly I was dying to.

I spoke with Joseph earlier just after Amelia had run off actually, he says he is going to do whatever he can to help, and he also made me realize that I need to give her time, not rush things I have to remember she is young. Joseph always knows what to say, he really amazes me at how he's such a good friend and he's always there for me. He helped me through so much, So much pain and heartache without him gosh I don't know what I'd do. I could talk of him all night however tomorrow is going to be a very busy day, best get some rest.

The next morning

I woke up this morning feeling so god damn miserable, I walked into my closet to dress and all I see surrounding me is black, black, and oh more black. Gosh I have no colour what so ever in my closet It really put's me down sometimes, but yet it all I feel like wearing pure plain black. Oh well nothings changed I guess, I'll get over it. I walked down the stairs to be greeted by Charlotte at the bottom.

"Good Morning your majesty, how are you today?''. She asked with a smile on her face.

"Oh good morning to you too Charlotte and I'm very well thank you''. I replied, Oh once again I lie that's all I seem to do these days.
I walked out the front door to then be greeted by Joseph.

"Good morning your majesty and how are you today?''. He asked smiling.

Why does everyone ask me this now?

"Oh I'm very well thank you''. I lied AGAIN!

"Good good, should we be on our way?'' He asked opening the car door for me.

"Yes, thank you''. I replied smiling at him.

The ride there was awfully tiring, I just wanted to get there and hope things get this over with.

We arrived about five minutes later, I walked up to the door and hesitated a minute looked back at Joseph and he gave me a reassuring nod, I then knocked on the door and Helen answered letting me in.

"Hello Helen, it's nice to see you again''. I said

"It's nice to see you too Clarisse, it's been a while?''. She asked

"Indeed it has''. I smiled at her

"How have you been?''. I then asked

"I've been good thank you, how about you?''. She asked me

"I have been good also, to tell you the truth I was worried to come here today''. I laughed nervously.

"Oh I wouldn't be, Mia shouldn't have ran off last night she will come around trust me''. She smiled the second she had said that I relaxed a little. Me and Helen were in deep conversation when Amelia came sliding down some sort of fire pole.

She walked over and noticed me. I will repeat her exact words 'OH this is a night mare, I'm going back to bed'.

He mother then stopped her saying we needed to talk I was surprised when she turned around and replied.

"I have no family with either one of you''. Also she mentioned the fact I had ignored her for over 15 years and her mother lied to her, I see the girls point but it was for her own good and not to mention her safety.

She then ran upstairs.

"Where is she going?''. I asked.

"The tower''. Helen replied following Amelia upstairs.

The girl has a TOWER even I don't have a tower.

I walked up stairs to see Helen stood up in what they call 'The Tower' and she was speaking to Amelia who was in a room above. Helen offered me a seat on Amelia bed, there was a fat looking cat on the bed that hissed at me.

Amelia and I did sort things and we all agreed to keep this quite until the upcoming ball in just a few short weeks, she also agreed to take princess lesson as part of the deal, we have a lot of work to do but hopefully things will pay off.