A/N: This story is dedicated to the wonderful robpat. She's amazing and if you haven't read any of her stories, I suggest you go do it.
I was supposed to write her a story a long time ago, so I finally just decided to write her one for Christmas.
I like to read EdwardxJasper, but writing them is not something that I like to do at all, but I love robpat so I said that I'd try for her.
I really hope that you like this because I tried really hard to not ruin the epic pairing that is Edward and Jasper.
I was listening to "Not Ready To Make Nice" by the Dixie Chicks and I thought it'd be an interesting title for a story.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or anything associated with Stephenie Meyer's characters.
Not Ready To Make Nice
Edward's POV
I absolutely hate surprises; I've hated them since I was a little boy. Every time someone decides that they want to surprise me, something bad happens. I tried telling my first cousin Rosalie that, but like always she just doesn't listen to me. I'm currently sitting blindfolded in my living room. I start to think about how Rosalie's going to surprise me and I'm not sure what she has up her sleeve. She told me that the surprise will be very pleasant and that I'll finally have some closure. I am still really confused by what she meant. I'm taken out of my thoughts when the doorbell rings. I hear 2 sets of footsteps enter the room and Rosalie clears her throat.
"You can take off your blindfold now," Rosalie tells me.
I quickly rid myself of the bandana covering my eyes and I nearly faint when I see who is standing next to Rosalie. Standing in my living room is my ex-best friend Jasper Whitlock. He looks like the true cowboy that he is because he's wearing cowboy boots and a cowboy hat. My mouth is literally hanging open as my mind tries to comprehend why Jasper is here. Jasper walks toward me and I take a few steps back.
"Rosalie, get him out of my house," I command.
"But he came all of the way from Texas—"
I cut her off. "I don't care if he came from fucking Mars; he is not welcome in my home."
"Edward, please don't act like this," Rose begs.
"Get him out or I will put him out," I threaten.
Jasper sighs. "I'll see you later, Rose. Edward wants me to go so I'll leave."
Rose hugs Jasper for a few seconds and they kiss each other on the cheek. Rosalie turns to glare at me as soon as Jasper leaves. I ignore her and walk into the kitchen. I grab a bottle of water and an apple from the refrigerator. I head upstairs to my room and of course she follows me. I sit on my bed and I take a few sips of water and a small bite of my red apple. I wipe my mouth before addressing my cousin.
"What the hell is your problem?" I ask.
"I could ask you the exact same thing," She retorts.
"Why did you think it would be a good idea to surprise me with Jasper?" I wonder.
"Because it's been 5 years. I thought you may have wanted to talk to him. I thought you wanted answers," She explains.
I shake my head. "Just like he didn't want anything to do with me, I don't want anything to do with him."
"You 2 aren't 17 years old anymore. You have both grown and matured. I think you should at least listen to what he has to say," Rosalie advises.
"I didn't ask you for your advice," I spit.
She flinches like I hit her. "Whatever, Edward. You can be bitter and alone for the rest of your life or you can decide to pull your head out of your ass."
She slams my door after she makes that comment. I drain the rest of my water and finish eating my apple. I lay down and I close my eyes. I will myself to not let those thoughts that I locked away for so many years enter my mind, but they enter anyway. My mind goes back to the time when I was a confused, glasses wearing, semi-awkward, lanky and smart ass 17 year old boy. Ultimately, I think back to the last day Jasper Whitlock spoke to me; the last day that he was my best friend.
5 Years Ago
Edward's POV
Jasper's parents were out of town so we had his huge house all to ourselves. We knew his parents would never leave us alone again unsupervised if we were dumb enough to have a party so we decided to just have a good time by ourselves. We raided his parents' alcohol cabinet and he called one of his other friends and bought some weed for us to enjoy. It was the recipe for a great night; no supervision, good alcohol and great weed. Jasper was slightly drunk and he suggested that we invite over 2 girls that lived nearby and went to school with us; Maria and Charlotte. I agreed although I was somewhat reluctant. Jasper was definitely more experienced than I was. Jasper hadn't been a virgin since he was 15 and I had pretty much never gotten past 2nd base. Maria and Charlotte came over and they were drinking and smoking with us. Jasper claimed he was hot and he took his shirt off.
"You have a great body, Jasper," Maria complimented.
Jasper smiled. "Thank you."
Charlotte looked at me. "It's your turn to take your shirt off."
I blushed. "You really don't want to see me with my shirt off. I look like a prepubescent girl."
"The sad thing is that he's not exaggerating," Jasper pointed out.
"I'll take off my shirt Edward, if you take off yours," Charlotte told me in a seductive tone.
Almost without thought, I quickly took my shirt off. Everyone laughed and I looked at Charlotte expectantly. She winked at me and very slowly unbuttoned her top. I gulped when her pink silk bra was revealed. Maria shrugged her shoulders and nonchalantly ridded herself of her tank top. Charlotte smiled and I knew that there was something devious about it. She whispered something into Maria's ear and Maria nodded her head.
"We want to see you guys kiss," Maria said.
"What?"Jasper and I asked in unison.
"We'll kiss if you do," Charlotte propositioned.
"You don't think 2 guys kissing is… weird?" Jasper wondered.
"No, we think it's really hot," Maria replied with a lick of her full lips.
Jasper looked a bit nervous and unsure, but he moved closer to me anyway. I tried to control my rapid heartbeat and I noticed my palms were sweaty. Jasper leaned in so closely that I could feel his breath on my lips. I was definitely more excited than I should have been. He placed his hand on my cheek and his lips briefly touched mine before he pulled away. My lips tingled from the brief contact and I knew then that I wanted Jasper as more than just a friend. Maria had a look of discontentment on her face.
"Is that how you want me to kiss Charlotte?" Maria's question was directed at Jasper.
"No, I want to see some tongue action," He answered.
"If you want to see some tongue action, you have to kiss Edward with tongue," Charlotte added.
Jasper seemed to think about it for a few seconds before he made up his mind. He turned toward me and I tried to relax myself. His lips lightly brushed mine and I opened up my mouth to him when I felt his tongue lick my bottom lip. I moaned softly when his tongue entered my mouth. Our tongues moved together, quite sloppily, but it was still heavenly. I was going to deepen the kiss, but Jasper pulled away again.
Charlotte smiled. "That was hot guys. It's our turn to kiss now."
Charlotte tucked some of Maria's long wavy locks behind her ear before she attacked her mouth in a passionate kiss. Jasper groaned at the sight and I realized I was growing hard; not because of the show the girls were putting on, but because of Jasper. His lips were red from the kiss, he was sweaty and his hair was disarrayed. I could also see a bulge forming in his jeans.
"Do you want to see more?" Maria asked.
"Hell yes!" Jasper answered enthusiastically.
Charlotte winked at Maria. "Ok, well we want Edward to give you a blowjob."
Our eyes grew wide before we spoke simultaneously. "What the fuck?"
Maria crossed her arms. "It's only fair. You want me to eat her pussy so I want you to suck his cock."
"No," I protested.
Charlotte stuck her lip out in a pout. "Please? It'll really turn us on. You guys are buzzed so you probably won't even remember it in the morning,"
Jasper nodded. "They're right. We won't remember this when we wake up. Come on, Edward."
I gave Jasper a surprised look. "You're joking, right? You don't really want to go through with this do you?"
"I would cut my left toe off to see these 2 in some hot lesbian action. Stop being a pussy, Edward," Jasper told me.
"Since you want to see these 2 together so bad, why don't you suck me off instead?" I challenged.
Jasper shook his head. "They asked you to suck me off, plus I'm not a fag."
I'm offended. "And you think I am?"
"No, of course I don't. I'm not asking you to do this for me, do it for the 2 really hot girls that are going to get off on this. Please, Edward," He pleaded.
I paused briefly. "You fucking owe me, Whitlock."
"That's the spirit, Edward," Charlotte encouraged.
Jasper stood up to take his pants and boxers off. Maria and Charlotte whistled at Jasper's naked body; I had to bite my lip so I wouldn't join them in their appreciation for his body. He was already hard and his cock was nicely sized. He sat back down on the couch and I nervously bent down on my knees in front of him. I didn't really know what I was supposed to do. Charlotte cleared her throat and I turned my attention toward her.
"You've watched porn before, right? Just mimic what the girls do," Charlotte advised.
I nodded my head in understanding. I licked my hand a few times to get it wet and then I wrapped it around Jasper's cock. He groaned, but I wasn't sure if it was in pleasure or discomfort. I glided my hand up and down and I figured that I was doing alright because he bit his lip to stifle any noise. I was stroking and soon the tip of his dick was gushing pre-cum. I tentatively swirled my tongue around the head to get a taste. The taste was slightly salty, but not entirely unpleasant. I used the pre-cum as lube and moved my fist up and down his shaft while my tongue was licking the sensitive areas of his head. I heard moaning behind me and I could only guess that Charlotte and Maria were pleasuring each other. Jasper's eyes were opened and focused on the girl-on-girl show in front of him. I wanted him to be getting pleasure from me so I squeezed his balls a little too hard and he hissed.
"That fucking hurt!" He growled at me.
I took just the head into my mouth and Jasper's body stiffened. I sucked on the head and I ran my tongue along the underside of his cock. He groaned loudly and I attempted to smile around his dick. The moaning behind me was getting louder and I could tell that Jasper was getting more and more turned on. I took a few more inches and soon half of his dick was in my mouth. I tried not to gag when his hips started rising off of the couch. I placed one of my hands on his leg to halt his movements. When his cock was hitting the back of my throat, he dug his hands into my hair painfully and pushed my head down. I moved his hands because I couldn't breathe. I had to come up for air briefly.
Jasper looked apologetic. "S-Sorry Edward, it just feels so fucking good."
His words made me feel good. I played with his balls a little bit before I took his dick back into my mouth. His eyes were still focused on the girls, but I knew that he was mostly getting off because of my actions. He ran his fingers through my hair as I bobbed my head up and down, but his grip was much less painful and brutal this time. I created a nice rhythm and soon Jasper's eyes were completely closed and he was humming in satisfaction. The girls mentioned something about cumming, but Jasper and I were so far gone and lost in our own little show. I could tell that he was close to cumming because of the way his body jerked wildly. Now was the time to figure out if I was goin to spit or swallow. I looked up at him and the look of complete ecstasy on his face gave me my answer; to appease my best friend, I was going to swallow. I sped up my ministrations and Jasper's mouth was open in a silent scream.
"Fuck! Fuck! I'm cumming!" He warned.
He released into my mouth not even 5 seconds later. His body was thrashing about in pleasure and he kept gushing cum into my mouth. I barely had time to swallow before he was unleashing another load. Fuck! I didn't think it was possible to cum that much. He tousled my hair and asked me to move when he finally caught his breath. I licked my lips and used my shirt to wipe the access cum from the side of my mouth. I was still on my knees and getting ready to get up when Jasper shoved me. My back hit a coffee table so it hurt a little bit. I got up rubbing my back and giving Jasper a death glare.
"What the fuck is your problem?" I yelled.
He glowered at me. "Maria and Charlotte are gone. They must have left because they got freaked out. They left because you're a fucking faggot!"
I punched him in the eye. "Fucking asshole! If I'm a fag then so are you because you got off while another guy was blowing you!"
He shoved me a lot harder and this time the coffee table broke as I crashed into it. Jasper was standing over me so I grabbed him by his ankle. He fell right on top of me and I grabbed his fist before it could connect with my eye. He kneed me in the groin and I yelped in pain. A lone tear rolled down my cheek and Jasper looked remorseful only for a few seconds. When I regained my strength I kicked him in the stomach. He grabbed his stomach and it was his turn to yell in pain. I got up and walked gingerly to retrieve my shirt and shoes from the area next to the couch.
Jasper smiled evilly. "You fucking swallowed, Edward. That's about as gay as you can get. I bet you would have let me fuck you in the ass had Charlotte suggested it."
"You probably would have got off fucking me so I think that makes you pretty fucking queer too," I countered.
"Get your shit and get the fuck out of my house. I never want to speak to you or see you again. We're fucking through," Jasper spat.
I tried very hard to mask the hurt I felt at his words. Sure Jasper and I had never had a physical fight before but I was willing to forgive him. Why wasn't he willing to forgive me? Why did our friendship have to end because he was a homophobic jerk? My hurt soon turned to anger. I pushed Jasper into the nearest wall and I held him there with my body. He was stronger than I was normally, but he couldn't overpower me as easily since I was so pissed. I wasn't going to hit him again; I was going to do something that he would view as being much more disgusting. I kissed him; it wasn't the romantic and intimate kiss like earlier. I was practically raping his mouth with my tongue, making sure that he could taste himself. When I thought that he'd had enough, I pulled my lips away from his. Too quickly for me to react, he hit me right in my jaw. I wordlessly walked out of his house and we never talked again.
The memories of that night are still vivid and the wounds are still raw. I know 5 years is a long time, but not long enough for me to heal. After I stopped talking to Jasper, I tried to forget that he ever existed. I didn't allow myself to think about him. I threw away anything that reminded me of him. He clearly moved on and I was out of his life so I wanted him out of mine. It was almost surreal seeing him for the first time in 5 years. He looked just as flawless as ever. Time has definitely been good to him in the looks department. I can't help but wonder why after so long he wanted to come visit me. I was just feeling so many emotions when I saw him that I couldn't think clearly. I really need to speak to him though. I reach for my phone to dial his number, but my phone rings as someone is calling me.
A/N: Anybody want to guess who is calling Edward? I'll give a sneak peak to anyone who guesses correctly.
I forgot to tell everyone Merry Christmas, so Merry Christmas everyone! :)
I really hope that you like this robpat.
Again, I really hope that I didn't disappoint the ExJ fans.
I love writing flashbacks and I hope that you enjoyed reading it.
I'm working on the next chapter, so it shouldn't take me too long to update.