A/N; Hi people I Hope you like my beginning Im not much of a writer but I like writing stories I always wanted to write bella's life before forks so i will try and make them interesting any ideas? then write them in the reveiw I shall put your ideas up cause' wanna make them interesting and with your help I can!

Life.

Why did it seem to easy yet so hard?

My life just seem to get more difficult the older I got and it wasn't just me, I was dragging everyone I knew down with me especially my mom, her staying at home, with me, instead of having fun with a guy who she seems to really like and definitely has my approval. I'm being so selfish. If only my life was easier..

"Bella, honey your going to be late for school!" mom shouted from downstairs

"Coming!"

School. A bottomless pit where everything seems more difficult. Sometimes harder, aspecially when your the klutz of the grade.

I feel so different to the rest of people who go here like a pale white clown at the beach which is what I feel like when I am actually at the beach!

Today felt nice, warm no need for jumpers coats sweaters or long sleeved shirts. With the amount of time I spent in the sun, I do wonder why my pale skin wouldn't darken even the slightest to make me blend in with the kids at my school. Even the students younger than me had a perfect bronzed like tan almost too perfect I knew I didn't belong.

"Bella!" I turned around catching the attention of my best friend, Monique who didn't look happy..

"Where were you last night? I was looking all over for you!"

I sigh.

"Sorry M, you know I don't like dances I did tell you I was not going to come me and and the dance floor do not go together, Plus my mom-"

"Your never come out anymore now that your mom's boyfriend practising doing that whatever-it-is job" Monique interrupted "don't let your mom ruin your fun!"

"Monique, she's not, its all my fault she stays at home anyway, I can tell shes unhappy not being with him so I should make the most of it"

Monique sighed in disapproval "Bella! Your so selfless!" she joked.

English. My first lesson of the day, I did enjoy that lesson because I enjoyed reading at it just seems liked every subject in English was easy..

I was sat by Jared who was in most of my classes he was really nice and helped me allot, he was different to the rest of the guys in Phoenix high school, of course non of them noticed me..

"ISAbella!" ugh that name which my parents, Renee and Charlie named me by but then I ditched the 'isa' part when I moved to high school. But I knew exactly who had called me by my full name the evil tart with her perfect tan, false eyelashes, blond extensions hair Barbie doll. Bianca, even though she was something, I mean someone so beautiful which made the guys droll only the girls saw her as an evil monster, I wasn't the only one trapped in her 'evil circle' It was most of the girls which makes me wonder how in the world is she so popular?

It did feel like I got the worst treatment.

I turned around to follow that smooth as butter like voice. Words seem to fail me, I just sit there gawking at her but luckily she didn't say anything about that, probably used to it and carried of yapping..

"I didn't see you at the dance last night, I needed someone to hang my coat and my pur-"

Bell rang.

"Okay class lets settle down c'mon!" Shouted Mr. Fisher.

Before Bianca could say another word Mr Fisher was getting impatient and complained at her for taking so long. So all she did was give me a dodgy look and walked away.

"Saved by the bell huh bells?!" nudged Jared

I didn't know if that was a joke or not so I just smiled I wasn't that good with humor.

"Today class get out your Romeo And Juliet books.."

Romeo And Juliet? This lesson was just too easy.

Why did I have a feeling today was going to be a long day...