Letters from the Heart
This is a WIP this is part 1 with others to follow. I hope you all enjoy.
I'm waiting I know it's a long shot but I had to try one last time. I sent her a note with what was in my heart. I can't do it face to face if I did I would never have the nerve.
So I poured my love, my hopes and dreams into that letter hoping she'd understand what I no we've both known for so long.
I sent her my heart in that letter and I'm hoping its not to late. I know I should have acted sooner but pride was my downfall.
It kept me from the woman I had wanted to be my wife since the first day I had the honor to stand next to her that first time we both step through the gate together. She always amazed me how she was a soldier, doctor and very much a woman all in one.
I knew then what I know now that I would not exist if she had not saved me from the darkness that was my mind. The loneliness that was my life and showed me the light that saved my heart and my soul.
I sent her a ticket and asked her to come away with me. To right the wrong that has gone too far. Would she come and give us a chance at love or was I just kidding myself thinking she would care for a fool like me.
She's getting married tomorrow and I hope it wasn't me that pushed her to this decision. I was angry and hurt that she would betray me so. Was this her way of telling me to act was she pleading with me to show her how I felt.
I wait to see if she'll show up and make me complete. The minutes tick by the plane is starting to board but my true love is no were in sight.
I lower my head and curse myself in my mind. I had the opportunity to have everything but gambled and loss. I crumple the ticket and pick up my bag. Knowing I must forget the dream that I once had. The dream that kept me hoping for a future with the woman I loved and lost to my indecision that will haunt me for the rest of my life.