(nevile pov)

his smile. his well everything. that was al that had gone through his mind. he didnt know why suddently all these wierd thoughts started to go through his mind. he was going insane.

he wanted to stare in those green globes all day before laying a deep kiss on those lips that seemed to taunt him everytime he spoke. he wanted to run his hands through that messy black hair that looked soft and begged to be pulled as the said owner and himself ingaged in some not-so inoccent activities.

who could blame him? Harry potter had become a man who one could not help but desire. thats all he could think about all day and he didnt know why. i mean yeah he had a crush on him but never to those extremes.

he wanted more than for him to look at him with those eyes that could not sufice anymore like it did when hey were young blokes. he wanted all of him. head to toe and everything that lay inbetween.

sadly he knew he would never achieve it. harry potter the hero of the wizarding world he would never want simple dorky nevile longbottom. he could see him from across the hallway. he was glad he had stayed for his last year of hogwarts. his grandma wanted him to leave after all that had happened. he refused to leave all these memmories and him.he will just have to live with this whatever it may be inside his heart until it went away.

(harry pov)

his felt he was going insane. that was all that had gone through his mind.

he spent all that time looking at him how had he failed to notice he had become a man? his shoulders widened his face got angular and that dorky little smile had become sexy. how could he think all of this about a man he wondered.

he liked girls but nevile was different. he always had a slight crush on his dorky dormate but every since the battle with voldemort everything changed.

that warm feeling in his body become a scorching pain that ached for longbottom. he wanted him everyway possible everywhere possible. everytime he looked at him his faced heated up and he felt a painsaking urge to kiss nevile and never let go.

he knew he would never want him. Even though everyone believed he was a great hero that everyone loved he knew it was a lie. the only person he wanted the love of, could nver see him that way he knew he would just have to live with this whatever it may be inside his heart until it went away.