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Edward wrapped his arm around me, "Are you okay?" I knew the kind of answer that he wanted. I also knew what he meant. He didn't mean if I was nervous or if I felt like I was going to barf, he meant if I was feeling like I wanted to plunge myself at the humans and drink their blood.
I swallowed, "Yes, I'm fine." I honestly didn't want to kill any of the humans right now. I had other things on my mind, like for instance I hadn't been to school in ten years, and when I went then I was a freshman in college and not a vampire. Or the idea that once again I was going to have to endure the pain of trying to find a lunch table. No I wasn't fine, but Edward didn't want to hear that. I could tell that he was nervous too by the way he kept folding the edge of his schedule making a crease.
"Okay, good." Still he fettled with his paper.
I felt an arm wrap around me. My defenses went up. It wasn't Edward; I could see him standing next to me. I swept my foot under the mysterious visitor's and landing him on the gravel. I quickly turned around to see Emmet lying on the ground with Jasper standing over him laughing. Everyone looked at me.
Some random kid wearing a baseball cap and a baggy tee shirt yelled, "Damn new girl got skills!" Edward who had realized what had happened gave me a glare that I had grown accustomed to seeing.
I grabbed Emmet's hand and picked him up. Of course there wasn't a scratch on him and he was still smiling and laughing but I couldn't help but feel bad. I was quick to apologize, Emmet laughed it off, "Bella, it has been conformed I am not a villain." The Cullen family went quite, "Well not to you at least!" He gave me a brotherly punch in the arm that once would have left a burse but now just was a light tap.
We began to clear the scene, "Emmet I am really sorry, really!"
Alice responded for him, "Bella don't worry about it you defenses just went up. Honestly you should be glad it wasn't a human that would have hurt." Turning my changing experience Alice hadn't been much help, mainly because Edward wouldn't let her, but I still seemed weird to me to get tutoring advice from her.
Jasper grabbed my arm, and pulled me behind the group, "Bella get your husband to cool down, he's going to have a heart attack." Once he said that I looked at Edward who did look, incredibly stunning, but also stressed. When I turned back to reply to Jasper he was in between Alice and Rosalie.
"Edward!" I yelled and Edward stopped walking a spun around. He raised his eyebrows enquiring why I wanted him. "I'll be fine you know? I just had a little flaw back there, no worries. I have it out of my system now."
He looked around, "Bella there isn't room for mistakes. You could give us away, and not just the Cullen clan, all of the vampires. Bella you can not have flaws anymore. You had to leave that behind when you decided to marry me."
I was speechless, was this Edward? My Edward? The Edward who loves me more than anything else, the Edward who told me over and over again he would always be there for me?
"Edward I-," I tried to force out words but none would come, I wasn't sorry. I was shocked but I did not know how to express that without, without sounding like him.
He stopped the steady trot he had broken into, "Bella just stop!"
Jasper put his hand on Edward's chest, "Dude, chill! We've all done worse!" Edward didn't respond but I knew what he was thinking. He was thinking that I wasn't like Alice or Rosalie. I was still different through everything.
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