Dear diary,
Hi, let me start out by introducing myself. I'm Kate Beckett, Captain of the NYPD's 12th precinct. I'm married to my wonderful husband Rick and we have two boys. Nathaniel Ryan (2) and Sidney Jude (6months). I also have a Down Syndrome brother Marcus that I am currently working on bringing home. And while trying to bring him home, my husband and I are also trying to conceive. Yes we have two wonderful boys but we have our hearts set on having a girl. We've only just started trying and with our luck it shouldn't be long. You may ask, why are your kids so close in age? Well, let's just state the facts. I'M OLD! I don't have much longer to have kids and so it helps to have them close in age so we can have more. Ok so blah blah blah, enough about my family, you are here wanting to know why I'm writing this. Well? My two year old Nate has done some pretty crazy things and I want to document them. Keep them so I can embarrass him later. Haha oh I'm only kidding. Or maybe I'm not. Anyways here I am. Sitting in bed covers over me with only the glow of my cellphone to light around me. It's late, all three of my boys are sleeping and so should I but, I woke up knowing that any minute my six month old will wake up and cry for a feeding. You see, he's teething and these midnight feedings really help out. You know, I feel really bad for him, I don't know what it's like to be teething, I mean I do but I was so small I don't remember. I got a root canal once and that Sh*t hurt, so I can only imagine what he feels like. I've also been in a lot of other pain, you know um, child birth, getting my hair pulled on, my body telling me I'm not pregnant. You know, all that woman stuff. Anyways, like I said, I know how he feels. I gotta skedaddle the curse of the crying unfed child is nye. Bye!