For Emily: I'm Sorry.

Best Friend I could Never Have

You were the best friend I could never have
Giving up after I collapsed
Was this the way to go?
The world is moving slow

Warm, fresh tears slither down my face
I cough a breath in my disgrace

What a monstrosity I have become
Just for the one that I loved
Your friendship has meant the world to me
Will it become a forgotten memory?

Emily, my dear friend and half..
You were the best friend I can never have.