Never Enough
However much I push it down
It's never enough
How ever I push it around
It's never enough
However much I make it out
It's never enough
Never enough
However much I do
Elise walked quickly through the halls, not wanting anyone to see her. She rounded a corner and sat down. Why did he always do that to her? Embarrass her in front of everyone. He always had to make a big scene and then drag her into it. She had hoped that breaking their relationship off would stop him. That was over a year ago.
"Fuck… Why me?" She hissed. An amused voice answered her
"Perhaps he's stuck on you still, Elise. I am." Elise turned to the Slytherin boy. He was a year older than she was and tall with black hair and blacker eyes. And pale. Gods he was pale. His skin glowed in the dim moonlight spilling through the windows. Her jaw dropped.
"What?"
How ever big I ever feel
It's never enough
What ever I do to make it real
It's never enough
In any way I try to speak
It's never enough, never enough
However much I try to speak
It's never enough
However much I'm falling down.
It's never enough
However much I'm falling out
It's never enough
Whatever smile I smile the most
It's never enough, never enough
However I smile I smile the most
"Oh, I know you're a Griffyndor, but does it matter?" He walked over to her, his eyes dancing and pulled her up.
"Um, yeah, it does, Rob." He smiled sweetly and pulled her yet closer. She stared at him, not being able to comprehend why he would say what he was saying.
"Oh? How do you figure?"
So let me hold it up just one more go
Holding it over just once more
One more time to fill it up
One more time to kill
Whatever I do it's never enough
It's never enough
Rob placed her arms around his neck. She pulled them back and he allowed her, smirking. He ran his hands down her arms and wrapped his fingers around hers.
"Why are you doing this?" She asked and he grinned.
"I thought I told you already. I like you. I have for a while. Haven't you noticed? The flowers… the petals… I've given you lots of things." She blinked, remembering what he was talking about. She would wake up to find her dorm full of flowers with petals all over her pillows and blankets.
"That was you? But I thought it was-"
"No it was me… not your irate ex."
However much I push it down,
It's never enough
However much I push it around
It's never enough
However much I make it out
It's never enough, never enough
However much I do
Elise bit her lip. Rob was watching her with cat like interest. He smiled, knowing she was going through all her years at Hogwarts, trying to find out when he had started this.
"In our fifth year. That was last year." Although he was older, he was in the same year as her. "I used to just watch you then. I know you remember this. You used to talk to your friends about that."
"I did." He grinned.
"Yes, you did. And I'm sorry…"
However much I'm falling down
It's never enough
However much I'm falling out,
It's never enough
Whatever smile I smile the most,
It's never enough
However I smile I smile the most
He stopped and she blinked.
"Sorry? Sorry for what?"
"I'm sorry that I ruined a few night time walks around the grounds. That was me following you. I wanted to know who you were at first. Them where you were going." She started laughing, realizing how he had been keeping an eye on her.
"You did frighten me. No one was supposed to know where I was and here you were, following me." He started laughing too. There was no apparent reason to laugh, they just wanted to.
So let me hold it up just one more go
Holding it over just once more
One more time to fill it up
One more time to kill
Whatever I do it's never enough
Never enough
Rob stopped laughing and Elise caught her breath.
"So… what are we going to do now?" Rob grinned evilly and kissed her. She froze, screaming at herself mentally. As much as she told herself she shouldn't, she kissed him back, bringing her arms up around his neck. She could feel his laughter as he wrapped both arms around her waist.
So let me hold it up just one more go
Holding it over just once more
One more time to fill it up
One more time to kill
Whatever I do it's never enough
Elise pulled back. He grinned down on her and she shivered
"C'mon. Come with me." He whispered.
"Where?
"For a walk." He pulled her through the halls, ignoring her protests. They went outside.
It's never enough
"This way…" He stopped her on the edge of the Forbidden Forest.
"Rob, what are we doing?" He shrugged.
It's never enough. It's never enough
He pulled her into his arms and kissed her again.
It's never enough.
"I don't know about you, but I'm enjoying myself." She stopped her protests, shutting down her conscience and gave into the feeling of his mouth against hers. They could wait until tomorrow to work things out.
It's never enough