Lisa's thoughts of Greg, and why she can't tell him that she's love with him
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I'm sitting in my office, watching him. He's stood outside my office, cane in one hand and a red pop in his mouth. I'm not sure why, but by the looks of it he's flirting with the new nurse. God I wish he'd look at me that way, I wish he loved me, because the truth is I'm in love with him. Truth be told, I always have, and always will. I loved him since the day I set eyes on him, back in Michigan, god he was so sexy, I think he still is...I know he is self conscious about his leg, but to be true I still love him. I blame myself for what happened to him, it was my fault and I should never have agreed to it, I know he wont accept my apology because I know he doesnt blame me, but I can't help it because I love him so damn much that sometimes when I see him, I just can't breathe, its like someone has taken all the air out of the room and made my heart feel like its going to explode. I've never felt this way about anyone before. Shall I tell him? No. No I can't. I can't because he will never love me back, he's into hookers and young nurses. He just wants to fulfill his sexual urges, he doesnt want a realtionship, but see the thing is...I do, but not just with anyone, I want one with him. I want to wake up in the morning with him, I want to spend everyday and every night with him. I want to get married, I want kids. My parents put so much pressure on their darling jewish daughter raising a family, but to be true I want him more, I need him, I love him...So? What the hell should I do now? I have to tell him but how..............
Review?? I know its short but its just a quick little thought thing I wanted to do. Its mainly to give me more ideas.