Hi guys! I deleted my other story of My Life because I didn't really know where I was going with it. So I decided to delete it and start over. This is my third fanfiction, so I hope you like it! Wish me luck!

Katniss' POV

"He's so totally gonna dump you Katniss. I'm sorry, but I just thought I'd let you know."

"Yeah I know Cressida, everyone's been telling me. I just want it to be over with", I say to her annoyed. I get it. Peeta's gonna dump me, why does everyone have to keep rubbing it in my face?

"Sorry, I just-

"I know Cressida! Ok?" I nearly yell.

"Ok", Cressida says quietly.

I sigh and I walk over to see Madge and Clove, my two best friends. Cressida's still one of my close friend's, but I've known Madge and Clove for years. They're over at the steps to the grass courts area.

I'm, about to tell them that I'm really annoyed with everyone, but I'm harassed by a bunch of Peeta's friends in my tracks.

They crowd around me; about 10 of them. Oh gosh, why does a dump have to be so complicated? Oh wait, I know why. It's because Peeta's popular and I'm not! Perfect match isn't it? NOT!

"What do you want?" I shout over everyone talking to each other. Everyone goes quiet and Gloss steps in front of everyone.

"Peeta just wants you to know that he just wants to be friend's because he doesn't like you anymore", Gloss says.

I look around and see Peeta standing there in the distance. He locks eyes with me and I give him a glare. He seems guilty and so he should. Peeta turns and goes around the corner.

Fuckin asshole.

"No don't listen to them, he loves you", Jackson says in a sing song voice; trying to be a smart ass.

I look at him and give him an evil eye. He stops smiling and looks away.

I remember how I lost it with him from coming back from science and how I made him really upset.

*Flashback*

"So how's Peeta?" Jackson keeps teasing.

"Fine", I say, clenching my fist.

"Have you talked to him lately?" Jackson asks.

"Why do you care?" I say angrily.

"Well it just seems that you never talk to him", Jackson says. "What kind of relationship is that?"

"Jackson", Cato says knowing that I'm gonna lose it.

"Ok, I get it Jackson. I know that it's weird that we never talk, but I always try to! But he keeps pushing me away! I'm sick and tired of your shit! Okay? At least I have a boyfriend, what about you? Have you ever had a girlfriend?" I shout at him; coming to a stop.

He doesn't answer just looks really upset. "Huh?" I urge. "Have you?"

"Katniss, calm down", Cato says quietly and gently grabbing my arm.

I pull it away and turn to glare at him. I walk off leaving Jackson there and Cato follows silently behind me.

I know I shouldn't feel guilty of what I said to him because of what he's done to me and my friend's in the past. Like how he held a blade from cling wrap to Madge's neck threatening her in primary school in grade 6. And how he kept teasing me in grade 3 about how I broke my arm. Stupid things, I know, but still.

But I do feel guilty of what I said anyway. I know exactly why Jackson hasn't had a girlfriend yet; it's because mostly of his weight. He is a little bit overweight and that's exactly why he obviously got upset. That's mean of me to say, and I regret of saying it at all. But still, another reason is because of his personality. Like come on, who would want to go out with someone who's a total dick? Not me.

Cato walks next to me back to the locker area in silent. Maybe I've taught him not to mess me, but then again, was I too harsh? Should I have said that?

*End of Flashback*

I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts and turn back to Gloss.

"Okay", I say quietly and push through the crowd of people that have gathered and get out of there. What a big pussy, he can't even dump me himself. I thought he really liked me. But obviously I was wrong.

Luckily for me, the bell rings. I rush to my locker hoping to get there freely, but of course why would I?

"He didn't dump you" Jesse the stupid small ranga says to me.

"Yes he did", I say. "He got Gloss to do it for him. You know that, so why even bother acting like you didn't?"

Jesse grins and moves some of his hair out of the face. "I like kidding with people."

"Piss off, will ya?" I say while opening my locker.

"Wish granted", he says and disappears.

"Hey, are you okay?" I hear Clove say to me. She kneels down beside me and gets books out of her locker.

I sigh and say, "Sure."

Cashmere comes singing happily along and opens her locker right diagonally above mine.

"Shit!" I say a little bit too loudly; rubbing my head.

"Oh my gosh, Katniss! I'm so sorry!" Cashmere says to see if I'm ok.

"What did you do to her?" Annie asks as she comes and opens her locker right above mine.

"She smacked the corner of her locker in my head", I tell her.

"What?" Annie asks with a grin.

"It was an accident", Cashmere corrects me. "Are you okay?"

"Yes, don't worry, I'm fine", I say. I grab my things for my next classes and disappear down the corridor.

…...

"Come on, Annie", I'm gonna miss my bus.

"You mean our bus", she corrects me.

"Yes, whatever", I say. "Look, everyone is basically gone."

She looks around and says, "So?"

"So? You take forever. Why is it me that has to be the bottom locker? It wouldn't be so bad though if I had someone else above me", I say.

"Okay, okay. I've finished now go", Annie says and moves to let me get to my locker.

She goes off and I get my bag and put my homework in it. She usually snaps and gets annoyed when I say how long she takes, why not now? Annie does takes forever to get her things and makes me miss my bus because she's so slow. She ends up usually missing it too, but she usually gets a ride from somebody and I end up having to take the second bus and walking up a hill and farther; just to get to my house.

I hate to take the second bus. I especially can't miss the first bus because of today; everyone will annoy me and won't shut up. Especially I'll see Peeta waiting for his bus. It would be a nightmare.

At the thought, I grab my things and run out of there. I catch up to Annie who's just about to get on the bus.

As soon as we get on, Greg our bus driver takes off. I sit down on a seat and put my bag on the one next to it. Annie sits on the other side opposite me and does the same.

I sigh and Annie stares at me thinking of something.

"What?" I ask.

"It's just, Peeta told me to tell you that he doesn't like you anymore and that you're dumped."

Wow, that just explains heaps of things about how much of an asshole he is.

"He's such a dick", I mutter.

"How long did it take you to figure that out?" Annie says. I look away and don't answer.

"What happened?" Delly pipes up. She's one of my friend's on the bus.

I hear Annie say, "Nothing."

There's a long pause of silence before I turn to Annie and say, "I should've listened to Glimmer and everyone. Every girl warned me, and I didn't listen. They are right; I could do so much better."

Annie doesn't say anything; she obviously doesn't know what to say. I sigh and look out of the window. The rest of the drive to the bus stop is quiet.

When the bus stops at its usual spot, I'm the first one to stand and hurry off the bus.

"Bye Katniss", Annie calls out to me. I don't respond; just pretend like I don't hear her.

I feel like a total idiot for even thinking a guy like Peeta would ever like me. He didn't, he obviously never did.

I walk down the hill to my house, not even bothering to wait for my brother; Lucca. I just want to be alone. I walk along, and I don't even know that I'm crying until I feel something fall from my cheek.

I let it all go, but then realize, that I'll have to explain to mum what happened. I know I'll have to explain eventually, but not right now. I don't feel like it. Especially when my Aunty Susan is over and staying for a few nights while my Grandma is having an operation. We decided to give Grandpa a brake for once, since it is hard with Susan because she has brain damage. It breaks my heart when I hear people say mean things about handicap people. I hate it.

I wipe my tears and hope that I don't look like I've been crying. Tonight I can cry all I want when I'm in my room, but for now I have to hold it together.

I arrive at my driveway and begin to walk up it. I knock on the door, because it's locked; like always. I hear footsteps that don't sound like my mum's.

The door opens and my aunty Susan stands there smiles.

"Hello, beautiful", she says.

I fake a smile and say, "Hi Suse."

I take my shoes off and then walk in. My mum smiles when she sees me; but it soon falters when she notices I'm upset.

"Have you been crying?" Mum asks quietly. I don't even bother to answer because she already knows the answer.

She hurries over and says, "What is it, honey?"

"I'm fine, I don't want to talk about it", I say and hurry to my room.

I close my door behind me and collapse on my bed. I stay there for what seems like forever. I think over and over again about what happened.

Words like, 'such and idiot' or 'why me?' I keep thinking of. I am snapped out of my thoughts, when I get a txt from someone.

I check who it is and it's Cressida. I don't open it because then she can tell I've read it. I can't turn off 'read', because it's on kik. So I just read it in lock screen.

'You should see this.'

I sigh and chuck my iPod on my bed. I can't be bothered.

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