Thoughts

Pairings: SasuNaru at the end.

This is my first yaoi, or shonen-ai, so sorry if it sucks.

I wanted to write a yaoi for sometime, but I just couldn't bring myself up to do it. So, like I did with my first lemon(Which sucked, but the second one wasn't bad), I decided to just suck it up, and write.

ME NO OWNIE NARUTO!

Naruto's POV

It was who he was. Dark. Mysterious. Strong. Powerful. Succesor of the Sharingan. The last of the Uchiha Clan. Uchiha Sasuke. That's what most people saw of him. Strengths my ass! He may be powerful and strong and an Uchiha, but bleh! He may seem special, but what you see behind the facade isn't very pretty.

He's fuckin' awful too. Arrogant. Depressed. Traitorous. Anti-Social. Emo. Rude. Uchiha Sasuke. The emotions that he felt after the deaths of his clan, they were locked away forever in his heart. His damn cold, icy, too tiny, non existent heart. He worked up all the anger, the sadness, the damn loneliness, into hate. Hate of Uchiha Itachi, his brother.

Sasuke-teme's heart beat only for one thing. Revenge. Revenge against Itachi. Revenge for the massacre of his clan. Revenge for his loneliness. Everything. And you all accuse me of having a one track mind! It's HIM! HIM, that damn teme that has a one-track mind! Revenge this, revenge that. Oh look at me, I'm Uchiha Sasuke, and I ran away to Orochimaru to gain power! Yay, I'm all strong and powerful now! Look at me, I can make a fuckin' Chidori go through my katana!

He killed Orochimaru. That was a bonus to the world. Yay him! He defeats an ex-Akatsuki, and gets praised. I end 2 lives of a freakin' immortal who killed the 1st Hokage, and what do I get? Shit. That's all I get. SHIT!

He defeated his brother. He killed Uchiha Itachi, and then what happens? He joins the goddamn AKATSUKI! I return from my trip with the Sage Toads, and what do I find? The village in ruins. Sakura-chan is half dead from healing all those people. Kakashi-sensei. He... he... he's dead. My heart litterally stopped beating when I heard what happened. FUCK!

After the village is more or less established, guess who decides to come back wearing the damn black and red clouded robes? It's Sasuke! He charges straight through to the Hokage tower, kills all the people that try to stop him. He...he...he.... Guess what he did? He..... k-killed. He killed Sakura-chan. That bastard! That did it. He may have killed those damn old hags, and that Danzo creep. But he also killed the civilians, the innocent, the kids. It was fuckin' hell in there.

When I saw him standing there, with that katana covered in blood, my heart... it broke. Everything, it came rushing out in power, as I charged at Sasuke. We fought. I stabbed, and kicked, and striked, for days. 3 days we fought non-stop. The Uchiha and the 9 tailed Demon Fox's Jinchurikki. The second I thought he was about to kill me, I saw it. Deep in those damn eyes of his. The crimson that reflected the streets of Konaha. The crimson of our blood mixed together. The crimson of the Mangekyou Sharingan. I saw it. The crimson stood for one other thing. Small, almost un noticable behind the facade, but he dropped the facade for a second, long enough for me to see it.

The

Crimson.

Stood.

For.

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LOVE! FUCKIN' GODDAMN LOVE? I was hysterical. The hysteria of loosing The Pervy Sage, Kakashi, Sakura, Baa-chan, Ino, Shikamaru, Choji, Kiba, Shino, Hinata, Bushy Brows, Bushy Brows sensei, Kurenai and her unborn child, Neji, Tenten, Konahamaru, Moegi, Udon, Iruka, and everyone else who died by the hand of Sasuke and the rest of Akatsuki.

"WHY!" I shouted, my voice echoing through the empty streets.

"Hn." That damn asshole! He hn-s me like it's nothing. Like when we were 12, and actually more or less happy.

"YOU GOD DAMN BASTARD! YOU KILLED EVERYONE, AND.. AND..and..and.." My voice cracked, and dropped. And ...you have the guts to look at me, with a look of affection? LOVE?

"Hn. I did." Sasuke speaks, his voice echoing through my head. After all this time fighting, he spoke.

"I saw it." I manage to whisper.

"Saw what?" He's getting his katana ready to strike.

"You.... l-lo-lov-love m-me?" I stutter, my facing flaming up from the heat of fighting in mid-July, the anger I felt, and the embarassment.

"Hn." He grunts again. His cheeks are also red.

"H-how? Why? WHY! ANSWER ME, UCHIHA!" I yell, my eyes on his face.

"Die." the last thing I saw was his face. The next thing I felt, was metal going through my stomach. A vital point. The last thing I feel is his lips. His lips on mine, kissing me. He kills me, and then kisses me. Wow.

"S-sasuke." I stutter, gasping for air, and coughing up blood.

"Tch. Usuratonkachi." He says, smirking arrogantly, and leans down beside me, whispering in my words he says before the world disappears were.... , but he said it.

"Forgive me Naruto. I'm a monster. I killed you, because.. because...FUCK!" He roars, and looks at me, deep in my slowly dying eyes.

"Because.. what?" I manage to ask. The damn fox is probably trying to make me live longer. Thank you, Kyuubi-sama.

"The first person to bring me out of the darkness was you. I may not feel anything, because I'm numb. You.. you.. are my life." He whispers. I feel the words that he speaks, like he is weaving them through my body.

I don't have the energy to speak anymore, so I just stare at him. His face. Pale skin. Onyx eyes. Black hair. I finally realize it. Who my heart beats for. In my dying breath. My dying second. I realize it.

"I love you." I manage the words to come out of my mouth, followed by blood. I close my eyes, and breath my last breath. I slowly slip away from the world, and I close my eyes. But before I do, I see one thing. And that surprises me more then anything.

Sasuke is looking at me. His eyes are fixated on mine, with something weird. Am I in heaven? No, I think I'm still alive. Yup, the blood and gore of Konaha is still here.

Sasuke is crying. Large tears are flowing out of his eyes. The sight is beautiful.

The next thing is also as creepy. His cheeks are bright red. He is blushing. The sight is gorgeous.

And finally, his mouth. I see his perfect teeth, his perfect lips curled up. He is smiling at me nice and big. It's.. it's... Ugh, I can't even think anymore.

I'm dying, my eyes close, and I still see his face imprinted in the back of my eyelids.

The entire thing, Sasuke crying, blushing and smiling, it's..

Beautiful. More beautiful then the Sakura trees in bloom. More beautiful then the stars on a clear night, or the sun rising and setting.

Goodbye, Sasuke.

With that, the world stops. I'm dead. In my dying moment, I am happy.

My first yaoi. This is probably the most emotional story I've ever written, and please review it. The next chapter will probably be in Sasuke's POV, but I'm not sure.