I Don't own any body they belong to Dick wolf

A\N : it's my first fic and i really don't know where it might go but please tell me what you think


Olivia's POV

Five weeks . it's been five weeks since I saw him .

five weeks since I ran away. And I missed him like hell .

Will he ever forgive me ? will he understand why I ran?

"Olivia" my brother voice pulled me out of my thoughts

I looked at Simon . he looked concerned I don't know why .

" hi , Simon" I said "what are you doing here?

I didn't hear you come" I've been staying with Simon and his fiancé for the last five weeks . he sits on the bed " Are you okay ? I've been trying to get your attention for the last minute" " yeah I'm fine I was just thinking " I say softly. He looks at me for couple of seconds " about Elliot ?" he asks . I look at the wall " yeah , was there some thing you wanted to tell me ? " " what ? yeah Sara wanted me to tell you that dinner is ready if you want "

I'm not hungry but if I starve my self I will end up in a hospital "yeah I'll come down in a minute " I tell him Wanting to be alone. " okay" he say then exit the room.

I look at the picture on the nightstand it's for me an Elliot on the police ball . he had his arms around me we were laughing about something munch had said I don't remember what it was .

We looked happy . and I wonder is he happy now how are things betwen him and kathy. is he missing me like I do . I feel a lone tear on my cheek I wipe it and make my way down to the dinning room .

Sara and Simon are already sitting . " hey Sara " I say as I sat down .

She looked at me and smiled " hi livia , I made your favorite chicken parmesan "

I smile I haven't eating that In a long time " thanks" I ate dinner in silence . " dinner was amazing Sara I loved it

I think I gonna head to bed . do you need any help with cleaning ? " I ask her as she stand to clean the table .

She shake her head " No , you go to bed you look tired me and Simon will handle that " she says the go to the kitchen . Simon looks at me " could you check on Emma please?" I nod and head to Emma's room upstairs .

Emma is Simon and Sara's one year old daughter .

She has green eyes and brown hair. She is the most adorable toddler I've ever seen.

I open the door to her room and peek inside .

She is sleeping holding her bear . I close the door and head to my room . I change to an oversized shirt a crawl in bed . I pull the comforter up to my chin .

And cry my self to sleep thinking about the man that I love and the father of my unborn child.

TBC…. If you want

Please tell me what you think it's my first story

R&R please.