I , Lillian Grace Truscott , have fallen in love with my best friend of 15 years , Oliver Oscar Oken.
I never EVER thought that this would happen … EVER ! But it has… I've fallen for my best friend… hard.
And it's not like I can talk to anyone about this, cause if I tell Miley she'd probably tell her brother, or her dad, or Jake , or worse… him. And I obviously can't tell Oliver, cause, uh… well… I just can't ok?
I know what your thinking… I can almost hear your voice going " Just tell him Lilly, he probably feels the same way."
But what if he doesn't? What if he never speaks to me again? No…it's fine the way it is now… I'm not going to go and mess things up.
I can't help wondering… IF I decided to tell him… and IF he felt the same way… and IF we started going out… wouldn't that change what I already have with him? I mean what if we broke up? Miley, Oliver and I are one threesome… but if Oliver and I started going out we'd be a twosome and Miles would be a one onesome… and if Oliver and I broke up… the three of us would be three onesomes which is NOT as good as a one threesome… so see?? I would be jeopardizing our friendship! Then I would be the bad guy, and I'll be hated for the rest of my teenage life…!!!!
Besides, I cherish the already existing relationship I have with him, I'm his friend… no scratch that. I'm his best friend.
But wanting him… is that just wishful thinking on my part? Unless I do something about this he's never going to know… and I'll always be Lillian Grace Truscott… his best friend…
But deep down… I wish I was something more…