DeathEaters : A tale of sin and Betrayals

Entry 1

Hello Journal, my old friend. How long has it been since I wrote in you? A few decades I suppose. Well, With these few more years I have left, I have decided to write about my life again. My day, my agenda, my soul, even my last and final love. I don't know If you still have enough pages to hold all of these in but I am willing to bet you can hold just enough for me.

Today... should I really start from today or should I start from the beginning of these ordeals? Should I write about my adventures, my betrayals? My sin towards all of the ministry or even the death of a great love that I would have thought to last forever. I guess I will start at the beginning... The beginning of How I, Salem Xavier, Became the underling of the Dark Lord himself.

It felt like such an honor at the time, He had been my idol throughout all of my years at Hogwarts, and here he was, actually asking to court me. At the time he still called himself Tom, and I was infatuated with him. Of course, I said yes to him asking me on a date that day, he knew full well that I had many feelings for him. After all, I sent him letters every day since I first met him in diagonally so many years ago. I shouldn't have given him my heart that day because with that he was given my soul too. He knew I'd do anything for him, knew that I'd even devote my life to him if he asked.

But he was my Tom now. My love of my life, Tom brought me everywhere, secretive as he was. I assumed it was his way to let someone in on his plans, seeing as I wouldn't tell a soul about anything to do with him. My love for him was so strong that it was what kept me going through the death of my father...He even comforted me through that hardship. The dark lord held me in his arms and let me cry on him... That was why I didn't know... Why I didn't know he actually never loved me. But this love still goes on in my heart and I fear it has blackened this once pure soul.

There was a time where Tom asked me to do something so awful, that I became sick just thinking of doing it. Killing a person was one thing I didn't think I'd have to do ever, even if I was together with Tom. But his love blinded my judgment and over time I became somewhat of a killing machine... Killing muggles... Killing half-bloods... killing whatever my love requested of me. I did. What a monster I've become Journal, my old friend. What a feind...

That's it for tonight Journal... More to come... more to write.

-Salem X

As she closed her journal Salem sighed softly to herself. She hadn't written so much about herself in a long time. "I've become such a monster." She said to herself. she then hid her old journal under her self as the door to the study swung open. "Gra, What are you doing in here?" Asked a small blonde boy with bright blue eyes. Her own softened as the young one walked in she held out her arms and requested him to sit with her. "Nothing my little one, Just writing stories like I use to. Would you like to hear a few?" She asked. The little boy looked up at her and smiled, "AYE!" he said hugging her. "I love you Gra!"

"And I you, Tom..."