This is a sequel to my fic "A Stroke Of Luck", so naturally, I used another song by Garbage. The song seemed to fit when I was thinking about it but now that I see it in the story I don't think it does, but oh well, good enough I guess. I must admit that I was really distracted while I was writing this but I didn't want to stop mid-story because I have a hard time finishing later on. And I got a little off the subject of SasukexKakashi and sort of went into KakashixObito. Yeah... so I'm sorry if this story sucks.
Rated M just to be on the safe side, because I don't want my stories banned.
I don't own Naruto or any of it characters. The song "Dog New Tricks" belongs to the band Garbage.
Dog New Tricks
I wish I had not woke up today
Everyone mistakes the things you say
Take the simple truth and
Twist it all around
Make it sound important
Make it seem profound
Kakashi's POV
"I'm sorry Sasuke..." It's because of me that he's dead. I was the one that could have saved him, but I didn't. I didn't know until now how bad off he really was. I was so blind, I should have seen this coming. My Sasuke. I should have told him how I felt from the beginning, should have told him that I loved him from the very moment I saw him. And how thrilled I was that he was my student. "My student..." It seemed so wrong for me to love him, but I did. It didn't matter to me that I was 14 years older than him. He was my Sasuke. I wish now that I had known he felt the same about me as I did him. Maybe none of this would be happening. I wish I hadn't yelled at him that day. I'm the one that pushed him over the edge. He came to me for help, and all I did was yell at him, and compare him to Itachi, the one he hated, the one that hurt him. How could I be so horrible to someone that I loved so dearly? He was all I had and now he's gone...
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
You make me feel so worthless
Everyone I know has gone away
Died or left or just forgot to stay
Sometimes took for granted
Sometimes turned away
Sometimes didn't say what
I meant to say
Everyone is gone. My family, Obito, Rin, Sasuke. Maybe I'm just meant to be alone. I loved Obito so much. He meant so much more to me than he ever knew. He was my first true love. "Obito..." Obito was such an amazing lover. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him, but I was so stubborn back then, I couldn't bring myself to tell him my true feelings. I wanted nothing more than to be with him. He was the one person I looked forward to seeing everyday, my reason for living. Obito was so kind and gentle. And his kisses were so loving. He always made me smile. I never knew what he saw in me, but now I see that it doesn't matter. It should never have mattered why he loved me, because the important thing was that he loved me. I wish I paid more attention to him., because he's gone, and I'll never have that chance again. When he died, I didn't think I would be able to love again, and I didn't. I couldn't love anyone for years, until I met Sasuke. Heh... what is it with me and these Uchihas?
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
You make me feel so worthless
I never would have pegged you
For what you have become
Everyone lies, everyone cheats
Not like you've done
Why does everyone leave me? Is there something wrong with me? Maybe I'm being punished for my sins. I don't deserve anyone. I'm not good enough, I never was. I guess I knew this all along, and just didn't want to admit it to myself. I always thought I was strong, but I'm too weak to love, too weak to go on living this way. But I can't change. It's too late for me...
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
You make me feel so worthless
"I'll be with you soon, Sasuke..."
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
You make me feel so worthless
Nothing you learn...