Hey everyone. This my first oneshot. I just thought I would write my feelings about some stuff that's been happening lately and over the years. I got the idea while listening to Evanescence's awesome song, "Imaginary".
oh, paper flowers
oh, paper flowers
i linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming
monsters calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
I'm sleeping alone in the obscurity of my room.
Dreaming., fantasizing, all of a better world. A better place, a better time.
All of a sudden wake up to my alarm clock screaming at me.
It brings me back to the cruelty and coldness of reality. A place I would rather not be.
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
I wish I could stay in my land of dreams.
The pretty paper flowers, the sweetness of candy clouds that keep me in my silent sleep.
I can find myself lying there for all eternity as I watch the beautiful purple sky fly over me.
The tranquility of it all soothes me.
don't say i'm out of touch
with this rampant chaos - your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare i built my own world to escape
Even though I love dreaming more than living in such a pernicious world, I can still tell the difference between dreams and reality.
But reality, to me is a nightmare. But I know how to escape this phantasmagoria.
The only way is to dream something better than the world I know.
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
When ever I awaken, all my fears are real, right before my eyes.
All I want is to leave the brutality of real life. I long for my prepossessing dreams, I crave for them.
They are the only thing that keeps me from losing myself. I lie in my bed, just staring mindlessly into the abyss.
I will never understand why he did what he did.
I wish, in vain, to myself for things to change back to how they were, but I know they never will, and that's what kills me the most.
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
oh, paper flowers
oh, paper flowers