new story idea- its a dark Hermione,converted to the dark side . We might even have a little Dramione on the way. ;) stay tuned;)
any recognizable material belongs to J.K. Rowling
Prologue:
"dear diary,
I remember this guy came round my house one day. He understood me. Better than those stupid girls. He had been through it , just like me. He saved my life. To him i'll just be another case, but I will never stop being grateful to him.
But then I start to think . Deep. And I'm not sure anymore. I've stopped cutting and I haven't cried in a while but I feel sad. I feel the same as before but I mask it. I want to die, but I cant . People depend on me. I'm not living for myself , I'm living for them.
My friends all lean on me for advice and help. I help them and they don't even reply to me! I feel unwanted: a third wheel. People take me for granted. I'm so tired of being here. I make so many mistakes; a fuck up . I never feel like I belong with anyone. I'm always cast out.
I live my life as the second choice. Only opening up to a few people and they still let me down. I've tried so hard. So, so hard. But I'm tired now, I'm giving up on myself. In my head that is, I'm not allowed to let people know - they need me. That is my only purpose for living. I cant let them down. I have to try and be good enough for them.
I'm so guarded all the time. Online, in life , everywhere. I hold my chin high, act normal. Laugh, have fun. But it's night likes these, when I feel like I can finally breath and relax. No one to be around or smile or laugh or have fun or speak or be happy.
Love Hermione x"
hope you enjoyed the teaser ;)